domestic goddess?

i pity him

2012-01-21T09:33:00.001+08:00

kesian mr husband.. supposed tenang2 pegi holiday hari ni... tapi he has something big on his mind. got a big problem at plant. problem since lunch break semalam, sampai skarang still unsolved. last nite pkul 12lebey br balik.. dgn muka monyok.. huhu!

hari ni his technicians & equipment specialist (vendor) akan continue attend the problem. mmg husband akan tak senang duduk.. mmg akan 24/7 melekat dgn fon until settled. like he's on vacation but he's not... get it?

but who am i to complain. semua nya dtg drNya. we just need to accept it and go with it. cant imagine the load he has right now. knowing him, i know the last thing he needs right now is a vacation.. he wants to be there on site and together solving the major prob with his subordinates. but at the same time, dont want to break my heart. dont want to ruin my excitement.

he told me to proceed.

whatever you say mr...

deep inside i promise not to be clingy. and will be very understanding if you act weird (termenung jauh, deep thinking, ckp sorg2). i do.. love you.

wish i could help..

p/s: since i was in proton, he always tell me that this equipment is one of his biggest fear. its complicated and gila! hehe. in fact, yesterday morning he went to proton shah alam for procurement council (kind of management approval thingy), requesting budget for developing a back-up system for that equipment. he succeeded. tapi belum sempat nak realize, the worst nightmare decided to come so soon.

YaAllah, pls make it easier for him. amin.

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cant wait!

2012-01-21T02:11:00.001+08:00

ye, bak kata sorg member aku, ini memang a much needed holiday..

nak release tension all out. satu sem otak x berhenti fikir psl assignment test exam presentation report etc. lain dr zmn keje, bila balik rumah, jarang fikir psl kerja mmg segala masalah tinggal kat pondok pak guard. ;-) to bila zmn belajar, anda buat anda dapat. selagi tak siap sesuatu task, tak senang duduk. pastu bile dh last minit, mula la moody semcm. this has to stop. itu azam aku. better time management & lebih stabil emotionally.

this vacation is our bonding time. almost every weekend they have been neglected. husband pulak baik yg amat, sanggup take care of alya. no weekend for him either. satu vacation mesti la x dpt nk balas jasa & pengorbanan husband.. hanya Dia yg dpt membalas. u are truly wonderful!

lepas berhari-hari sorting options yg ada, we managed to book the hotel. mulanya dh decide nk stay kat somerset ampang. nice infinity pool. modern rooms. siap call lg utk reconfirm ada kids pool ke tak.. sbb dlm website indicate ada, tp cari gambar hampeh x jumpa. diorg confirmkan ada kids pool. tuptup bila nk book online dah fully booked pulak. adeh..

dh la susah nk decide... bila dh decide, xde kosong plak. kan dh kena deliberate balik... *sigh*

nasib baik husband was helpful enough in decision making.

and now, i think we made a right..better decision.

insya-Allah... we are going to hv a super great time there! (exagerating gile)

will update soon..

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big girl now!

2012-01-09T05:50:00.000+08:00

of course i mean alya zahra.

dah big girl ada macam2 demand. lately, asyik nak ibunye shj. nak mandi ibu, nak pakai pampers ibu, nak buat susu pun ibu. selalu tak kisah pun kalau ayahnye yg layan.

tak, i dont mind.. tapi, bila bdn tgh sengal2 lepas bersilat kemas umah, iron baju, lipat baju, masak, basuh pinggan etc.. mau jugak i lepak2 kat sofa sambil layan tweets. ayahnye la bersilat pulak mandikan si kecil...

takpe, ibu dont mind la. siap2kan alya kejap je kan..pastu ibu boleh rehat. under one condition, must baring elok2 time ibu pakaikan pampers k. tapi selalunya, komfem keluar peluh2 toksin sume sbb kena kejar alya satu bilik bila nak pakaikan pampers. easy fit pants taknak pakai plak. (plus, easyfit pants mamypoko tu seriously low quality. not normal mamypoko pampers quality k. komfem bocor.)

sometimes i surrender and (buat2) merajuk.. alya akan dtg sendiri and baring atas mat.. pasrah. hehe ;p nice tricks!

last night came another weird demand. nak tido ngan ibu! haish.. tiap2 malam elok je tido dlm cot, hari ni nk bermanjaan lebih ni, nape nih? lepas letih pujuk dia tido (muka dh mmg ngantuk habis k..).. dia takmau.. nangis mcm nak rak, satu tg malim bleh dgr. alya pegang botol susu & bantal2 dia.. insist suh ibu dukung. so, ibu pun lemah hati.. bwk dia tido sebelah ibu, while ayah sambung tgk tv kt bwh.

sambil minum susu, nampak mata dia terkebil2 tahan ngantuk. sempat lg cakap.. "ibu, tido.. pejam mata". aik, terbalik plak dah. so, konon2 nak guna phsycology.. i closed my eyes, pretend to sleep. i guess korang tau ape yg jadi seterusnya..

yup, i dozed off. *grin*

sedar2, si kecik dh pun tido dgn nyenyaknye.. oh, cant describe betapa cutenya muka dia time tu. and sempat aku flashback balik zmn2 i bf dia ms dia kecik2 dulu. having ur child, sleeping beside u (sometimes) is a wonderful feeling.

love you!

p/s : pastu aku tdo balik.. ntah bila si ayah angkat alya letak dlm cot. sedar2 dh pkul 3lebih. bgn solat and ~~fb, tweet,beautifulnara,update blog~~ study! ada paper next thursday, sat & sunday. #ohcepatlahtaksabarnakmerdeka

aduh sayang

2012-01-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

siapa tengok cite 'aduh sayang' kat tv3 tadi, angkat tangan!!! if not, then try carik kat tonton.com.. or youtube. harap ada hamba Allah yang baik hati mengupload.

sgt sesuai untuk parents yg gigih kejar kerjaya..

bagi aku, drama ni byk mesejnya.

sabar dlm mendidik anak.. jgn aci nak melenting je. berlembutlah..
suami.. harus bantu jaga anak.. bantu juga buat kerja rumah (ewah, suka2 add sendiri pulak ye).
apa guna kumpul harta tinggi menjulang.. sedangkan anak terabai. masa kan tak boleh diundur. takut menyesal. pentingkan bonding, bukan funding.
anak.. walaupun masih kecil.. hati mereka perlu dijaga. (semangat 1Malaysia je ke? 1Keluarga mcm mane?)
tolong la jgn gaduh depan anak2. wpun mungkin intipati diorg tak faham, tapi intonasi & gaya kita waktu tu diorang record.
kasih syg datuk&nenek takkan dpt ganti kasih syg ibu&ayah
tempat isteri di sisi suami, tempat suami di sisi isteri. saling melengkapi, saling ada untuk pasangan anda. through thick and thin. (?)
hidup berjiran, jgn nak kepochi tak tentu pasal. apatah lg menghasut itu ini. big NO!
betul kata En Latif (bkn nama sebenar).. kalau dpt jiran yg suka menghasut... masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri..
sekali sekala atuk&nenek bleh tolong bbsit anak2. ibu&ayah boleh pegi for a quick date. rapatkan hubungan. tenangkan fikiran. balik rumah, akan rasa lebih fresh!

and mesej yang plg penting....

tiz&remy sgt secocok! kawen la cecepat ;p

neway, i strongly recommend this movie. pls pls watch it. pastu boleh review balik azam tahun baru. hehe.

p/s : harap makin byk cerita2 bermanfaat mcm ni in 2012 tv programmes.

seriously?

2011-12-31T03:20:00.000+08:00

baca buku, farr..
bukan baca muka buku...
[status FB adik ma-g ;p]

terkena btg hidung..

FB updates tak semestinya yang lagha aje. banyak jugak shares yang bermanfaat. updates from happy muslims contohnya, boleh dijadikan panduan hidup kan? kadang-kadang, macam tau2 je apa dlm fikiran kita.. nah! dia update sebijik, terus lapang minda. ye la, misery in life...10% external factor.. 90% all you baby! [atau adakah 1% and 99%??]

tak.. bukan nak cerita pasal tu sebenarnya..

nak luahkan perasaan sikit.. still pasal intipati FB..

seriously... para suami sekalian? memang korang tak kisah ke wife korang berpakaian sampai macam tu sekali? takde rasa nak penampar ke?

and biar betik, korang tak ambik port bila wife korang ambik gambar dgn lelaki2 yg bkn mahram, amboi dgn mesra sekali.. above all, depan bijik mata korang. takde rasa nak bersilat, protect body wife korang dari sentuhan lelaki2 itu?

dan korang rasa normal ye kalau member2 korang bertepuk tampar ngan wife korang. konon sporting and cool la tu. takde ke rasa dayus yang amat?

seriously?

ke aku yang ketinggalan zaman?

p/s : kalau tak faham, buat2 faham...

study week study mode study mood

2011-12-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

its study week for me & my younger sis.

today is the 2nd day i become a nomad. from 9am to 5pm, i'm on study mode at mom's house. how nice, having companion to study. seeing her so khusyuk revising her notes motivates me. but no, not the other way around. apparently, i need her company to remain in study mood. study mode & mood, not necessarily belong together. get it?

remaining 3 days before we hit 2012. i dont feel any excitement to renew my resolution. counting down to first final exam paper brings no joy at all, ok. its on 5th jan btw. yup, that soon. yet, am thinking of a shopping spree this saturday. what la!

frequent switching from student to housewife is not easy, u know. it MUST fit to everyone's else schedule as well. even if u are miracle-ly in study mood, u know u will absorb every information u obtain, you need to drain those seldom opportunities, to give way to a crying toddler that needs mom's attention.

but what's more important than attending your own child at her need kan?

see, even my writings go cacamarba.

and there goes my take5.

see you.. errmmm.. next year?

our bundle of joy is 2!

2011-12-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

baru je layan album gambar member skolah kat FB. album entitled our second bundle of joy. ah kan best kalau boleh create album sendiri dgn nama yg sama ;p

setakat ni hanya boleh bubuh nama.. our bundle of joy is 2! lebey kurang la tu kan?

as of today.. she is already 2yrs 18days.

alhamdulillah. syukur tak terkata dgn anugerah dari Tuhan...

...penawar segala duka.

...penyejuk mata.

...segala-galanya bagi kami.

alhamdulillah.

our annual holiday. last part.

2011-12-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

well, kami bercuti kat PD je pun. bukan la kat paris mcm sesetgh org. bukan juga tour europe. so, agak melampau2 jugak bila story psl holiday dalam 3 entry.

tapi ada aku kisah? ;p

PD ni actually favourite place suami aku. aku pun secara tak langsung, secretly, terfollow taste nya. kaklong aku penah claim yang dia tak suka PD sbb takde tempat2 menarik except beaches shj. i agree. totally agree. tapi memang dh jadi tebiat kami, kalau pi bercuti mana2, aktiviti harian hanya mandi laut, tengok laut, lepak tepi pantai.. dan segala2 nya tentang pantai. baru2 ni je ada aktiviti tambahan yang sgt dominating iaitu mandi swimming pool. anything for you alya..

so, kami tak kisah sgt kalau takde taman rama2 ke, taman bunga ke, zoo ke atau shopping malls kat area percutian. sbb mmg confirm kami tak layan. hehe.

but, PD had its own disappointment for us earlier. last time pegi PD, kitorang struggled cari tempat makan. be it lunch or dinner. kdg2 sampai 2 3 kali pusing tempat yang sama. mmg ada jumpa restoran, tapi tak memikat kalbu. tgh holiday la katakan... holiday is the perfect ~~and only~~ time utk jadi sedikit ~~mengada~~ memilih.. ;p kami pernah end up lunch kat gerai kecik cenonet tepi jalan otw to teluk kemang. penah juga lunch kt sate hj samuri kat medan ape ntah tu. penah juga lunch kat deretan kedai depan bayu beach tu. sbb dh fedup mencari dan akhirnya surrender sbb sgt lapar.

jarang sgt la kami makan kat hotel, sbb rasa mknnnya overpriced. rasa pun dh dpt agak mcm mane. plain dan not worth dgn apa yg kita byr.

btw, kali ni kami bernasib baik. we found a perfect place to eat. thx to majlis perbandaran PD for Medan Ikan bakar MPPD.

2 kali kami dinner kat sini. sempat try siakap bakar, kerapu bakar, udang kunyit, udang goreng tepung. kerang bakar. we both agreed yg sos ikan bakar dia mmg sedap. puas hati berhabisan kat sini. harga mmg agak mahal, compared to kedai2 biasa kat tempat lain. tapi, as i said earlier, kan tgh holiday... hehe. yg penting sedap..

medan ni terletak agak jauh dr hotel kami. dlm nearly 20km. tapi berbaloi drive jauh2.

now we have another good reason to go to PD again ;p

p/s : beberapa hari lepas holiday, tekak still teringin ikan bakar. layan pulak ikan bakar @ rakyat tomyam, tg malim. sedap juga. harga separuh dr kat PD. hehe ;p

p/s : dh habis dh cerita holiday i. lega la korang ye~

our annual holiday. part2.

2011-12-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

wah previous entry bajet bagus ye.

kali ni nak review sket pasal Avillion Admiral Cove, PD.

ermmm honestly aku tak perasan hotel ni berapa bintang and malas nk google.. tapi rasanya 4 bintang. ok la tu kan.. bintang ni tak penting sgt.. yg lg penting bintang yg org bg bila review psl hotel tu. ;p eh, jgn confuse dgn Avillion hotel tau. yg tu 5star punye. out of budget la.. huhu!

Avillion Admiral Cove ni ada 2 wing. View wing (lama) & Vista Wing (baru). mula2 kami nk ambik executive studio kat vista wing. tapi setelah dibincang2, tak jadi la.. kami ambik straits studio kat view wing. mmg pilihan tepat. view dr sini mmg sgt cantik. kami dapat bilik paling hujung.. view lebih luas.

nampak swimming pool...

..marina

nampak kapal kuar masuk..

nampak 3 bijik banglo mewah.

harga pulak bg aku amat berpatutan. idok le sampai tercekik kome nk membayo nye.. satu mlm dalam 200+. ni harga internet ye. oh btw, lupa nk cakap dlm last entry. booking hotel tu boleh je melalui third party websites mcm agoda tu, tapi this time kami book terus dr hotel's website sbb diorang ada offer package 3D2N yg lebih murah. my point is, look for packages mcm ni.. mmg berbaloi baloi. (bajet bagus kejap). back to topic..

with that price.. we got this spacious room..

si comel keletihan.. sleeping on the day bed. i like the idea of putting a day bed there. boleh lepak2 sambil tgk scenery kat luar.

this package is inclusive of 2days breakfast for 2. breakfast dia ok la. mcm biasa, ada main dishes (nasi lemak, roti canai, bihun goreng etc), ada side dishes (sausages, bread pudding etc), ada roti bakar & croissant, ada cereals, ada fruit juices, ada hot drinks, fruits, salad. pendek kata.. tak habis mkn la. rasa pun boleh tahan sedap. tapi tak la killingly sedap sampai nk duduk kat coffee house tu sampai malam kan.. ;p

gambar mknn xde ye sbb sibuk mengisi perut.

ni coffee house nye..

hotel lobby simple aje. takde lounge ke hape. just reception counter and sofas.

service was ok. receptionist tak friendly pun, tapi i dont mind. asalkan check-in cepat.

swimming pool pulak.. maybe biasa je bg korang. ada pool utk adults. 1 small pool utk kanak2 & 1small 0.5m pool utk toddler 2-4 y.o. aku sempat jengah adult pool kejap2 je. sibuk jaga alya. bila time ayahnya jaga, alya dok sibuk panggil aku. dalam, dalam katanya... haishh byk akai anak aku ni. kat pool ni takde slides ok. bg alya 0.5m pool was heaven enough. mungkin nnti dia dh besar, request pool ada slide pulak. ;p

however, ada la sikit2 slack sana sini...which i can ignore. tapi just to be fair.. mesti le kena cerita jugak kan.

on the second day, kami keluar mandi kat beach. aku cari 'do not disturb' sign tu, nk letak kat pintu. yg ada hanya yg bertulis "please tidy up my room" on both sides. so aku tak letak pape la kat pintu kan. bila balik, tgk bilik berkemas. mmg cuak sbb brg2 berharga byk tinggal bersepah kat bilik tu. ngan wallet, laptop, handphone. PLUS point sbb takde ape yg hilang. mmg pekerja tu seorg yg sgt amanah. MINUS pointnye, kalau taknak bg dia masuk mcm mane? nak letak sign, sign takde. kalau letak tidy up, mesti sah2 dia masuk. habis kalau tak letak ape2 sign??? confuse di situ.

i think that's about it. kesimpulannya i rate this hotel 4.8 out of 5. aku puas hati dgn stay kali ni. i would definitely recommend this hotel to u.

next time, i story pasal ikan bakar plak k. ;p

good news for all parents out there..

2011-12-16T09:25:00.001+08:00

our annual holiday. part1.

2011-12-15T12:42:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah, every year kami still mampu untuk save for small family vacation. this year, kami decided utk pegi ke PD lagi. walaupun buat yg ke sekian kali nya.

as usual, mesti la survey & book hotel online kan. bg aku, ni cara yg paling mudah dan insya-Allah, dpt buat pilihan yang tepat. lagipun, takde la berhassle kat sana nanti. nak2 time cuti sekolah. never ever buat perangai aci terjah time peak season. silap2 patah balik kome.

bg aku, survey hotel memerlukan kesabaran dan kerajinan. selalunya aku akan start dgn google, dan browse thru nama2 hotel yg keluar. lepas tu aku akan pegi official website hotel2 tu satu per satu. at this point, aku layan gambar2 kt website hotel tu. yg mana cantik gile/boleh dipertimbangkan, aku akan bookmark trus. yg lain, diabaikan saje. harga masih lg belakang kira.

lepas tu baru aku ke agoda. part ni yg tak best ni... sbb kena reject hotel yg menawan mata, tapi out of budget. yup, budget mesti kena set. holiday hanya matter of a few days. sanggup ke berhabis2an, lepas tu sengsara 2 3 bulan makan megi dan hanya terperuk kat rumah sbb nak save on fuel? kalau sanggup, go on. tapi bagi aku, budget mesti set.. dgn one estimated value.. dgn allowed tolerance.. tolerance usually wujud bila sang suami bajet lain, isteri bajet lain (selalunya lebih). hehe.

after dah sort out.. update bookmark anda ye. delete hotel2 yg tempting tu supaya korang boleh focus. focus utk tak lari bajet & ikut nafsu semata. pastu.. sampai ke stage yg very challenging iaitu nak pilih satu among them. bg aku, cara paling mudah ialah google "nama hotel tu + blog" dan juga belek kat tripadvisor. aku suke terjah blog org yg bg review psl hotel tu. slalunya honest la review nye, except entry2 yg bersifat advertorial. ;p pandai2 la korang klasifikasikan. tp kena tgk pd blog owner jugak. kalau ownernya gadis bujang dan liar (aduh bahasaku..), lain taste nya dgn ibu beranak 3. kat tripadvisor pulak, yg bestnya ada traveller's photo. kdg2, gambar yg cantik kt website hotel boleh memperdaya kita. tapi traveller's photos ni..bak kata org.. dari kaca mata seorang pelancong gitu.. sgt2 useful. ada jugak ruangan review kat tripadvisor. boleh baca. boleh baca semua kalau rajin.. mmg belambak.. tp worth ur time, utk buat pilihan yg terbaik.

btw, boleh juga gunakan FB/twitter korang tu utk minta komen/review dr relatives atau member2 tentang mana2 hotel. mungkin diorang boleh bg some heads-up, apa yang korang akan expect in terms of many aspects terutamanya hotel services!

finally, bila dh dpt pilihan.. book la apa lagi.. opps, belum lagi. kalau sesi survey mensurvey ni korang buat sendiri... bawak2 la berbincang dulu ngan spouse ye (bg yg dh berkahwin la..). tanye jugak pendapat anak2 korang. ni kan holiday bersama... ;p

so,bila dh agree, baru book. dlm booking form selalunya ada ruangan comment.. kat sini aku slalu buat request. request wajib ialah king-size bed, baby cot & non-smoking room. request tu request jugak.. tapi ms check-in nanti kena highlight lg skali. takut diorang terlepas pandang. lepas dh book, ambil reservation number. and save phone number hotel dlm phone korang. senang nk contact kalau ada ape2 mslh e.g. sesat dlm perjalanan. jgn lupa ye. ;p lagi satu,kalau rajin, sehari sebelum bertolak, call hotel utk confirmation. tp aku slalunya malas.. sbb so far, takde lg reservation yg terkucil.

last but not least, ambik address hotel. check kat google map & print. kalau ada gps, save location/coordinates. kalau dh taktau nk buat ape tu, survey2 la tempat2 menarik dan restoran2 sedap kat area hotel tu.

sekarang boleh tido dgn tenang.. sementara tunggu saat2 indah yang dinanti2kan.. ewahhh.

disclaimer : ni cara aku sendiri la. serba kekurangan dan simple. tapi alhamdulillah, setakat ni hasilnya amat memuaskan hati. bg aku, untuk dapat percutian yg smooth & relaxing, planning is very very important. well, semoga dapat beri manfaat pd reader2 sekalian..

father-daughter moment..

2011-12-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

indah

2011-12-09T01:06:00.001+08:00

sekarang dah 1245am. . mata belum nak tido. pusing kanan, si dia sedang nyenyak tido. penat agaknya. mau tak penat. walaupun hari ni si dia on leave, tapi bukan lepak goyang kaki pun.

menguruskan household gaya surirumah lagaknya. do laundry. wash dishes. pimp mini garden i. lagak tukang rumah pun ada bila baiki paip kat sinki dapur. menguruskan alya gaya parent bertauliah. kemas nursery beg alya. basuh botol susu. penuhkan flask dgn air panas. tidurkan alya.

at the same time otak ligat berfikir. kerja yg datang tanpa belas. pressure frm boss yg tiba2 suruh dtg kerja on friday, wpun si dia dh apply cuti. sudden death presentation. visit frm directors. cuti pun mcm x cuti. phone tak henti2 bunyi. laptop depan mata. inbox asyik ada new item.

saya kesian dgn si dia.

dah la bebanan kerja makin tak tertampung. kat rumah still si dia gigih membantu. selalu suruh si ibu rehat, dia yang uruskan alya. ditambah dgn favours yg diminta oleh saudara mara n sahabat handai. makan minum kadang terjaga, kadang terbabas. kadang ke kedai aje. mkn yg ntah ape.

hujung minggu dah jd fulltime bbsitter pulak.

tak terbalas aku...

kpd si dia... i promise i'll try my best to finish in 18 mths.

p/s: ich liebe dich..

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wordless wednesday.

2011-12-07T15:26:00.001+08:00

i also want to share about..

2011-12-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

car breakdown
alya's milestone
weddings i cant attend
blablabla..

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pls remind me..

2011-12-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

to blog about...
my birthday..
alya's bday
pd holiday
exam schedule
just before we'll be 3 yrs
my little garden ;-)

pls pls..

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wordless monday

2011-11-14T15:13:00.001+08:00

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salam

2011-11-05T09:02:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya aidiladha to all. mohon ampun semua salah silap. makan berpada2 ye.

dan

selamat berpuasa kpd yg puasa. sedih sbb i c*ti. huhu.

dan

harap hari ni jgn cepat sgt berlalu..

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2011-11-04T16:32:00.001+08:00

apa yg kita ada.. apa yg tiada.. tak penting..

yg penting always be +ve and see things in a +ve way.

p/s: smile! laugh!

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29

2011-11-04T15:07:00.001+08:00

29.. ada org dh berkembang family nye.. anak 3.. ada boy. ada girl. anak sulong dh tadika.

29.. rumah org tu dh lengkap dh. dh ada bilik anak gadis. ada bilik anak teruna.

29..ada yg dh ada phd.. u know who u are.. ada yg dh ada master.

29..ada yg dh jd millionaire. or at least en route to being one. ada yg dh ada solid 5digits income. xpyh tertgu2 bile nk masuk gaji. ada yg dh ada company sendiri. bisnes sendiri.

29..ada yg dh dpt segala2nya. dh pergi merata dunia.

me.. at 29?

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buat diri sendiri..dan semua parents dan bakal parents...

2011-11-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

Petua mendidik anak-anak.
shared on FB, post here so senang nak refer balik nanti ;p

1) Jangan pukul anak dari lutut ke atas

2) Jangan gunakan tangan/anggota tubuh kita utk memukul anak dan jangan sesekali menampar anak pakai tangan kita. nanti anak jadi bertambah degil dan nakal dan tak boleh control

3) Rotan/pukul anak di telapak kakinya . Secara saintifiknya ada kaitan dengan refleksologi dan merangsang ke bahagian otak

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w. "Berguraulah dengan anak kamu kala usianya satu hingga tujuh tahun. Berseronok dengan mereka, bergurau hingga naik atas belakang pun tak apa. Jika suka geletek, kejar atau usik anak asalkan hubungan rapat. Lepas tujuh hingga 14 tahun kita didik dan ajar, kalau salah pukullah dia (sebagai pengajaran)" dimana yang nak dipukul tu? Tapak kakinya ... bukan muka, punggung, telinga dan ditempat-tempat yang sensitif... itu salah...

4). Mulakanlah hidup anak anda dengan nama panggilan yang baik. Nama panggilan yang kurang baik akan menyebabkan anak anda malu dan merasa rendah diri. (Dalam Islam sendiri nama panggilan yang baik adalah digalakkan).

5). Berikan anak anda pelukan setiap hari. Kajian menunjukkan anak yang dipeluk setiap hari akan mempunyai kekuatan IQ yg lebih kuat daripada anak yang jarang dipeluk

6). Pandanglah anak anda dengan pandangan kasih sayang. Pandangan ini akan membuatkan anak anda lebih yakin diri apabila berhadapan dengan persekitaran.

7). Berikan peneguhan setiap kali anak anda berbuat kebaikan. Berilah pujian, pelukan, ciuman, hadiah ataupun sekurang-kurangnya senyuman untuk setiap kebaikan yang dilakukannya.

8). Janganlah mengharapkan anak anda yang belum matang itu melakukan sesuatu perbuatan baik secara berterusan, mereka hanya kanak-kanak yang sedang berkembang. Perkembangan mereka buatkan mereka ingin mengalami setiap perkara termasuklah berbuat silap.

9). Apabila anda berhadapan dengan masalah kerja dan keluarga,pilihlah keluarga (Seorang penulis menyatakan anak-anak terus membesar. Masa itu terus berlalu dan tak akan kembali).

10). Di dalam membesarkan dan mendidik anak-anak, janganlah tuan/puan mengeluh. Keluhan akan membuatkan anak-anak merasakan diri mereka beban.

11). Dengarlah cerita anak anda, cerita itu tak akan dapat anda dengari lagi pada masa akan datang. Tunggu giliran anda untuk bercakap (Ini akan mengajar anak anda tentang giliran untuk bercakap)

12). Tenangkan anak anda setiap kali mereka memerlukannya.

13). Tunjukkan kepada anak anda bagaimana cara untuk menenangkan diri. Mereka akan menirunya.

14). Buatkan sedikit persediaan untuk anak-anak menyambut harijadinya. Sediakanlah hadiah harijadi yang unik walaupun harganya murah. Keunikan akan membuatkan anak anda belajar menghargai. (Anak2 yg dtg daripada persekitaran yang menghargai akan belajar menghargai orang lain).

15). Kemungkinan anak kita menerima pengajaran bukan pada kali pertama belajar. Mereka mungkin memerlukan kita mengajar mereka lebih daripada sekali

16). Luangkanlah masa bersama anak anda diluar rumah, peganglah tangan anak-anak apabila anda berjalan dengan mereka. Mereka tentu akan merasa kepentingan kehadiran mereka dalam kehidupan anda suami isteri.

17). Dengarlah mimpi ngeri anak-anak anda. Mimpi ngeri mereka adalah begitu real dalam dunia mereka.

18). Hargailah permainan kesayangan anak anda. Mereka juga dalam masa yang sama akan menghargai barang-barang kesayangan anda. Elakkan daripada membuang barang kesayangan mereka walaupun sudah rosak. Mintalah kebenaran mereka sebelum berbuat demikian.

19). Janganlah membiarkan anak-anak anda tidur tanpa ciuman selamat malam,

20). Terimalah yang kadangkala anda bukanlah ibubapa yang sempurna. Ini akan mengurangkan stress menjadi ibu bapa.

21). Jangan selalu membawa bebanan kerja pejabat ke rumah. Anak-anak akan belajar bahawa kerja pejabat selalunya lebih penting daripada keluarga.

22). Anak menangis untuk melegakan keresahan mereka tetapi kadangkala cuma untuk sound effect sahaja. Bagaimanapun dengarilah mereka, dua puluh tahun dari sekarang anda pula yang akan menangis apabila rumah mula terasa sunyi. Anak-anak anda mula sibuk mendengar tangisan anak mereka sendiri.

credits to : unknown.

p/s: anak adalah anugerah Allah.

AlyaZahra, 3rd Dec 2009, Slim River Hosp

cacamarba

2011-11-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

- dh buat schedule utk prepare for all assgnmnts/projects/midterm xm etc as per listed here. basically..

i hv no free time
have to send alya to nursery every weekdays
need to stay up at nite, hence, need short nap at arnd 1pm
skip cooking lunch, sometimes skip eating lunch
dinner early with alya.
curi2 masa for blog/fb/twitter while spending quality time with alya.. quality lah sgt..
curi2 masa for laundry/kemas rumah during take5
raya haji is off -day. yay!
saya sgt penat

- holiday mood is officially OFF. hubby cancelled last minute. last week. ada kerja, katanya.. lagipun sy mmg busy. read (1).

- want to write abt sunway pyramid outing.. bila tu?

- tak boleh lupa gambar khairulfahmichemat dgn muka kemerahan, dgn gadis2 pakai baju tak cukup kain, dgn botol2 air kencing syaitan. apa nak jadi?

- alya dh sgt talkative. like!

apa maksudnya?

2011-11-01T14:19:00.001+08:00

intro :

for this sem aku ambil 4 subjects. one of the subjects diajar oleh dean faculty eng. dia mmg lecturer yg bagus, bg aku. pandai ajar. ilmu luas. dia bkn setakat ajar theory.. tp bg examples in industries.. cerita his own experiences. mmg menarik kelas dia. because of him, i dont mind gagahkan diri driving at 630am every saturday.

tapi malangnya last 2 weeks was his last lecture. dia pegi haji last saturday. good for him. tp aku sedih sket... huhu.

the story:

beberapa mlm yg lps aku mimpi... aku mimpi lecturer aku tu innalillah kat mekah. aku mimpi tgk tv.. 'jenazah' dia diusung utk dikebumikan...
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apakah maksudnya?
nauzubillah...

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untitled

2011-10-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

saya dah bosan...

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Sunway Pyramid Diwali Outing.

2011-10-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

wahhh semangat tu diwali outing.

ingat tak aku pernah tulis pasal no more weekends? ingat tak yg kami kena fully utilize masa yg ada iaitu sem breaks and public holidays?

so, we did...on deepavali off-day.

kami shopping. lepak. rewang2. cuci2 mata. Alhamdulillah for this opprtunity. Details nya, insya-Allah aku update lain kali la ye.

sebab sekarang kena back to reality.. dan melayan assignment, baca notes & buat project utk semua 4 subjects...

29/10 : test
30/10 : submit assisgnment

12/11 : test lagi & submit project
13/11 : presentation & submit assignment

19/11 : test lagi
20/11 : mid-term exam

am i prepared for all this? *nangis*

workaholic

2011-10-27T22:14:00.001+08:00

dah pkul 10:10pm... still me and alya only at home. poor alya, terjaga dari tdo.. nangis.. sambil ulang2 sebut "ibu...ayah work".

luluh hati aku.

p/s: kalau nk tgu kerja siap, bile tu?

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celoteh

2011-10-25T14:03:00.001+08:00

sehari lepas last day keje at proton.. aku bwk alya g beli basikal. opps tricycle. sebelum ni dh penah survey.. tp ended up balik tgn kosong sbb sumpah x menarik langsung design nya. come on la.. utk girl.. mesti pinkish.. comel ngan flower ke.. butterfly ke. mcm cucu nyonya kt depan umah aku ni punye basikal..siap ada side mirror lg. pink purple in colour. cute sgt.

tp kali ni aku 'buka minda' sket. quality first. ewahhh. aku tgk kt kedai tu dh ada stock baru. tp alahai... material dia cheapskate yg amat. rasanya pijak 10x dh pecah kot. tayarnye... haaa... confirm kalau jalan atas tar, sebatu pun leh dgr grrr grrr grrr kodek krrrkkk gahfyneihdj dan segala melody yg possible.

belek punya belek.. beli la satu tricycle kaler hijau (terpaksa.. no choice) dgn alien details (again.. daku terpaksa...). tp dlm byk2 tu kira yg agak mahal sket la. quality pun nmpk memberangsangkan (skema). mahal pun xpe. asalkan puas hati. ibu pun br 'merdeka'. no hal la.. hehe!

pilihan aku ekceli terbaek dr ladang la. alya pun suka. strolling kt atas jln tar pun smooth.. takde bunyi yg buat kita rs nk hempuk2 je beskal tu.. wpun alien, tp bunyi2an kat 'dashboard' tu aku sgt suka. nursery rhymes yg alya dh familiar with. tak renti2 dia tekan button2 tu. bukan dia je.. anak2 jiran pun tumpang tekan. selalu alya kena kerumun.

bila dh ada basikal ni... hampir tiap2 petang aku bwk alya jenjalan. alhamdulillah cuaca pun ok je. kdg2 berenti lepak kt playground..

kt playground ni la aku slalu jumpa sorg jiran aku ni. dia hsewife..anak 2.. baik je. peramah. in fact, terlebih peramah. ni yg masalah ni...

minah ni... tak boleh berenti bercakap. ade je benda dia nk cite. sampai ke adik ipar dia. kwn skolah dia. hal suami dia x romantik la. x suka pujuk la. psl berat bdn dia la. dr zmn anak dara bape... skarang pakai bj size ape..

aku tadah telinga je la. jgn harap la dpt peluang menyampuk. ms awal2 tu ada jugak aku ngangguk2. skarang ni dh buat dek je kdg2. serious x larat weyyy.

kalau alya tarik aku g tempat lain... cthnye dr slide.. dia nk naik swing plak... aku pikir... bagus la alya ni, mcm tau2 je ibu nk escape. malangnye minah ni pun mcm magnet. follow je blkg aku....sambil mulut x berenti lg berceloteh.

plg x tahan.. penah skali tu.. aku dh kasi ayat goodbye la. nk gerak balik umah. dia boleh folo aku balik. sambil cerita lg itu ini. sampai depan umah aku.. takkan aku selamba nk masuk je kan.. terpaksa la melayan lg... adoi byk betul kisah hidup dia. campur ngn kisah idup jiran dia. suku sakat dia.

tak syok la kan... lain la kalau sembang hal general.. isu semasa ke. bleh la bertukar2 idea. tambah ilmu. bukan la sembang kosong... yg plg penting bukan sembang satu hala je. baik ko balik umah... record dlm kaset.. pastu kasi aku dgr kaset tu. sama je.

aku bukan nk menyombong ke ape... tp mcm x tercapai akal aku ni... rupanya ada org yg boleh bercakap byk mcm ni. peduli apa dia, aku buat muka stone je. bg dia, tak kira... aku nk cakap jugak.

boleh masuk msia book of record ni.

skang dh rasa liat sket nk bwk alya jenjalan petang2. asyik terkandas je. poor alya... dia yg jd mangsa.

nk buat camne nih? seksa...

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the chosen one

2011-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

alya ikut muka siapa? wink wink

2011-10-24T10:10:00.000+08:00

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

ok set!

2011-10-23T22:19:00.001+08:00

apa yg dh set?

holiday la.. ape lg? hubby agreed dgn hotel yg aku suggest. redah je la. since takde sape yg teka hotel ape, so, i assume korang mmg taktau tu hotel ape. ye la.. ke jaddah nye nk ngingat view tiap2 hotel kt mesia ni. takde keje dh ke. hehe.

biarlah rahsia la.. tak suprise la kalau reveal awal2.. :-P

phewww lega dh xpayah survey2 lg.

tapi...

ada tapinya...

tak sesuai plak title blog ni... sbb xde benda yg dh set pun. dh decide hotel.. dh decide tarikh.. tapi nye.. hotel x book lg. sbbnye ada org tu kan.. credit card patah..mintak replacement.. rasanya dh nk dkt 2 bln tak ambik2 lg dari bank. alololo.

yo yo ooo set tarikh holiday.. cuti x apply lg pun... plan nk g awal bulan depan. tu masalahnye. awal bulan biasa la... time tu la bos nk report2 last month. downtime report, ordering report, mpower efficiency report etc. takut hubby x dpt cuti. takoootttt!

ape2 pun.. am crossing my fingers. arap plan menjadi.. sbb that week mmg aku semester break. maka, xde class. sgt cun kalau kena timingnye.

pls pls pls.. we need this...

amin.

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ke sana lagi kami...kot!

2011-10-21T17:14:00.003+08:00

adoi sakit kepala. sakit otak. sakit sendi. sakit mata. sakit segala2 sakit. nak pegi holiday pun cenggini punye seksa. ni la agaknya yg org tua2 kata.. bersakit2 dahulu, bersenang2 kemudian.. berakit2 ke hulu...

eh, tidak. no rakit involved dlm holiday kali ni ye.

sepatutnya smalam dh finalize & tutup cite pasal survey tempat holiday ni... tp memandangkan si ibu ni sakit kepala nyot2 mlm tadi,tidoq awai... maka, postpone meeting mlm ni ye, tuan2 dan puan2..

actually ms lunch smalam ada bg hint sket kat hubby pasal tempat2 yg aku survey.. mostly based on recommendation dr kengkwn DrKD & PnPinkerton (eh,boleh ke aku link blog korang nih? mintak izin ye..). penang hubby kind of reject. agaknya masa dia skolah dulu slalu sgt kot berjimba kat beaches kat penang tu. skang ni dia dh rasa bosan.

bukit merah laketown.. 50-50. KIV.
pangkor mmg dia reject.

tapi yg dia dok sebut2...
ialah...
PD.
yup.. Port Dickson.

ke sana lagi kami kot..

bila fikir2 balik..not bad jugak kalau gi PD. tempat dh familiar. tak jauh sgt. dulu pegi thistle.

this time nak try....

mane ni? ce teka ;p

p/s : sape2 yg penah pegi.. any review?

p/s lagi : harap2 approved. amin.

oreo milkshake

2011-10-20T09:48:00.001+08:00

petang semalam, ntah angin monsun mane yg bertiup kat tg malim permai ni.. tiba2 rasa sangat teringin nk minum oreo milkshake. tapi nak pegi secret recipe..ish.. rasa tak best pulak lepak sorang2 kat sana.

then aku fikir2.. susah ke eh nk buat sendiri? googled sket. youtube sket. cehhh hampesss senang sgt rupanya nk buat dia. ingredients pun sket je.

of course ada byk version. ada yg pakai susu tepung, susu pekat. ada yg pakai ice cube. tp the simplest is from ehow (minus the optional ingredients ye).

hasilnya..

tadaaaaaa......

sedappppp wa cakap lu (angkat bakul nih).

ish kenapa la dari dulu tak terfikir nak buat sendiri.

next mission : ~~assignment~~ nak buat ice-blended mocha pulak la.

i need this...

2011-10-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

...and set priorities.

p/s: siapa rasa 24jam tu cukup, angkat tangan!

love

2011-10-19T15:14:00.003+08:00

sayang

2011-10-19T10:54:00.001+08:00

ibu : alya sayang ibu tak?
alya : tak

aduh! pedihnya menikam kalbu.. tukar soalan.

ibu : alya sayang ibu?
alya : ibu.

ermmm tak memenuhi piawaian.

ibu : alya sayang ibu kan?
alya : kan.

arghhhh surrender la.

p/s : ibu still sayang alya. muahs!

planning for holiday reminds me of this..

2011-10-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

swiss garden kuantan 2009

eiiiii bengang nye ngan pejabat bendahari whatever nih!!!!!

just imagine.. we reported for duty a week before raya, which is end of august. sampai skarang, still no $$$ bank-ed in to our account. nak dekat 2 bulan dah tau! jgn la mcm ni oi. sengsara tau i. last week mengadu ngan hubby abt this issue. tuptup dia kata.. "abg dh bank in sket..". dalam hati "yay! bestnya!"... yang keluar kat mulut... "ala, takyah la susah2. tengkiu ye.." (dgn nada pathetic gile).

i hate this feeling. ye la, 3yrs++ aku ada income sendiri. no 'begging' for money from hubby. in fact, jarang sgt kami cakap psl duit. it was just one time awal2 dulu kitorang discuss how to manage our mthly expenses i.e. sape byr susu alya, sape byr pampers, nursery fee, house loan, car loan, internet fee etc. after that dah paham2 sendiri. urus la duit sendiri. but of course kalau nk beli brg yg major2 mcm furniture, appliances etc kitorang akan discuss dulu. i will ask for his permission first.

tapi bila dh short mcm ni... rasa nk jerit dan jerit lagi. hari2 bukak maybank2u tgk duit makin hari makin kurang. $$$ yg ditunggu tak masuk2. sabar dan sabar lagi...

bila nak ~~buat assignment~~ plan holiday, huarghhhh rasa nak ketuk kepala kat dinding!!!

*off mode*

assignment

2011-10-18T09:30:00.000+08:00

mesti ala2 bosan korang dok baca pasal aku punye assignment je. bosan korang baca,bosan lagi yang membuatnye ni. hari2 walaupun tak payah pegi keje, tapi tak senang duduk i kat umah ni tau memikirkan assignment piling up. aku pulak dok bertangguh je. korang penah tgk iklan mamat ptptn kat tv tu? ala... yg tak boleh tido malam, runsing fikir pasal hutang dia tu? haaaa... mcm tu la aku rasa. arghhh PRESSURE!!!

tapi tak elok la pressure hari2. nanti cepat tua dan berkedut medut kan?

nak cerita pasal assignment yg special sket ni. assignment from suami aku. amboi, selamba je eh laki aku bagi assignment kat isteri taat (LoL) dia ni.

p/s : kalau sebut isteri taat mesti ada LoL.. sbb tak tahan nk gelak.

assignment nya ialah....

TO PLAN FOR OUR NEXT HOLIDAY!!!!

yay! first time tu aku seronok tak terkata dapat assignment. actually time breakfast tadi, husband bgtau dia nak ambik cuti. boss dia dok complain, cuti dia byk lagi. dah hujung tahun, nanti ada certain limit je utk bring forward. boss husband aku tu ala2 mcm tak sampai ati tengok cuti husband aku ter'burn' mcm tu saje. alahai baiknye boss dia tu...

dia pun cerita yg dia dah kind of tepu.. mmg lately dia sgt kuat kerja. pegi awal, balik lewat. malam follow-up lagi. seharian kerja asyik kat line site je. tak sempat nk buat office works (reports, orders etc), sampai bawak balik rumah. aku yang tengok ni pun letih.. dia apatah lagi..

hence the assignment.

aku sempat tanya soalan2 ni kat hubby tadi..

- local/overseas? >> local. malas nak buat passport la tu..
- budget? >> rm****. ok la. shud be enough for local trips
- flight/driving? >> driving.
- jauh/dekat? >> mana2 la..
- beach/theme park/hutan? >> mana2 la. tapi actually i would consider only two : beach or theme park. sgt tak berminat nk mengembara dlm hutan.. huhu!

ye la.. takut tersasar jauh kang. tak dapat full mark nanti.

ish excited ni!

ada tak tempat2 yang best yang korang nak suggest? of course i will include u in my report under reference list ;p

the comelest!

2011-10-17T10:14:00.000+08:00

siapa yg comel sgt tu?

siapa lg kalau bukan..

eleh buat muka cheeky.. nampak gigi. actually susah nak tengok alya menyengih macam kerang busuk ni. skali skala tersengih, alya nampak chubby. sooo chubby sampai kekadang rasa nak gigit2 je pipi dia.

tapi kalau alya buat muka kerek macam ni.. posing pulak macam bagus.. perasan boss atas ~~throne~~ stroller sendiri... memang ibu rasa nak cubit2. tengok tu, ayah bagi air pun buat dek je.

kalau tadi perasan boss.. ni perasan primadona..

cepat la bukak ayah!!! muka tak sabo2.

excited..

confuse. apsal aku buat 'peace' tak jadi2 ni..

mengantuk

malu-malu..

kalau nak upload semua aksi alya ni memang tak habis. :p

p/s : ini ialah entry mengelat masa tgh buat assignment. sekian.

tikus

2011-10-15T23:13:00.001+08:00

hahahaha! gelak dulu..
nak menaip pun x khusyuk.

adoi la suami aku tercinta ni..

kisahnya...

kitorang tgh lepak depan tv. tgk cite bawaku ke syurga @ tv3. ala2 bosan je cite dia. tp layankan aje la.

time iklan hubby check fb dia. ada msg from ex-schoolmate dia. terlajak la dia dok cite psl zmn skolah.

"dia ni... bdk skolah abg dulu... dh ada anak dh... tgk ni anak dia (sambil tunjuk gmbr sorg budak yg comeyy). "

"dulu dia ni.. mcm tikus..."

terus aku tergelak besar. tikus? haha!

mcm mane la agaknye gaya tikus eh?

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sangat sayang pada...

2011-10-15T16:43:00.001+08:00

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mission accomplished!

2011-10-14T08:24:00.001+08:00

weehoo! alhamdulillah berjaya jugak aku siapkan assignment yg memeningkan kepala ni smalam. siap bind lg tu. tutup cite. xyah pikir2 dah.

tp many sacrifices were made along the way...

1) my afternoon nap... (ewah sejak tanam anggur ni ngade2 nk nap plak...)

2) jenjalan naik bike dgn alya... bukan stakat nk bwk jalan2, pkul 6 br g ambil dia from nursery. mcm time keje proton dlu. otw balik tu singgah kedai printing (ink printer kt umah dh nada).. binding skali... nasib baik sempat. dh hujung2 tu alya dh merengek2 kebosanan.

3) home-cooked dinner. mmg tak sempat dh nk masak. pdhal nasi tghari ada lg...sotong ngan ayam dh defrost. plan nk wat nasi goreng. tak dapek la. end up mkn luar.... tak sedap pun. huhu! so, nasi tu nk goreng jap gi. bleh bfast ngan alya...

4) hsewife routines. rumah mmg semak. bj x basuh. berderet belum gosok. ada satu rak kt tepi tangga tu mmg mangsa dump brg2 yg x sempat kemas. now atas rak tu dh bertindan2 brgnye. tgu masa je alya nk tarik mini chair dia...panjat and explore. time tu br terhegeh2 nk kemas...

........

tapi ape la sgt semua tu... kalau nk dibandingkan dgn rasa lega sbb hari ni tak perlu hantar alya g nursery.

kisahnya... ari ni bbsitter dia kena attend kursus anjuran jab kebajikan masyarakat. kursus bbsitting ni la. so, dia minta membe dia dtg tolong replace dia at taska. smalam sempat riki2... ada la dia cite.. dia pun kurang confiden ngn membe dia tu...sbb xde xperience. phewww mmg sgt lega alya is home with me. risau kalau org yg bukan2 jaga anak kita, kan?

haish bbsitter alya ni... lately byk plak urusan dia sana sini. byk plak buat hal bwk alya suka ati sana sini. bg alya kt org ni.. org tu.. sabar je la.

ish... jgn sampai dh tak mampu sabar dh la.. takkan tgu terhantuk br nak terngadah (?). nauzubillah.

ape2 pun... today is ibu&alya day! hooray!

p/s: have a nice weekend korang!

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adoi gilak!

2011-10-13T11:23:00.001+08:00

mama! help me!

2jam mengadap assignment neural network ni boleh jd gile.

ye... mmg lecturer ada provide instructions. dlm matlab pun ada HELP. tapi kalau output xdpt jugak ape cite? lg best sbb aku pun xtau output ape yg aku cari. sengal!

skarang tgh take 5.. rileks kan minda jap. no option...aku kena setelkan hari ni jugak. ptg ni print and bind. ahad submit. sabtu dh ada class... so mmg xde masa la kan. plannya esok taknak hantar alya g nursery. maka, dgn si comel tu... jgn harap dpt buat assignment. nk bukak laptop pun xleh. mesti dia request 'ai yee you'.. ala, barney song yg i love you tu...

ish sempat ke nih?

ni sambil typing dok pikir2.. gile genius colleagues aku yg lain ni. last week after class byk benda aku tanya lecturer psl assignment ni. (tp blur jugak). membe lain relax je. takde tanya ape pun. hello, last chance ni nk tanya lecturer. note : mon to fri working days kan. tak logik diorang g jumpe lecturer time tu. unless gigih ambik leave.

respect and salute la sbb tak blur mcm aku.

tetiba rasa nk nangis. loser!

hasbunallah wa ni'malwakil...

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wordless thursday... aci tak?

2011-10-13T08:49:00.001+08:00

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no more weekends

2011-10-13T08:46:00.001+08:00

engineering masters prog at UM is designed for working people.. as in part time. even if u are not working and u claim u do it fulltime like moi... the classes are still cramped (?) in weekends.

so... no more weekends for me i guess. i really owe hubby a lot coz he's willing (paksa rela ke?) to sacrifice his weekends too to take care of alya. i reminded him though.. to just take care of alya.. and take a good rest/nap when possible (read: mesti la bile alya tdo). and not to bother about anything else. means kalau rumah semak, let it be. dont do the dishes/laundry etc. forget abt ironing baju for work. do nothing except jaga alya shj. the rest i will settle on weekdays, so called my 'weekends'.

for one and a half years... minimum...no more outings for us. no kenduris. holidays. oh oh except for mid-term and sem breaks. so gonna make full use of these gaps.

and also on public holidays...

however i am still thankful that classes for my course are so well arranged. sat and sun.. 8 to 3. ada certain course yg class sampai 1030pm... uishhh takmo la.

normally kalau hujan tak lebat. i'll reach home be4 5pm. on sat, usually after asar we will go out to pasar mlm. on sun, we will go out merayau..sometimes takde hala tuju pun.. spend some quality together. hubby dh kematu terperuk kt rumah. hehe!

so far so good.

in future insya-Allah will be better.

note : writing this entry makes me wanna hug hubby. *censored*

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BBW Booksale

2011-10-12T21:41:00.001+08:00

dah nk dekat seminggu pegi bbw baru nak update. pemalas.

ekceli aku ni mmg bukan ulat buku. suku sakat ulat buku pun tak. blame it on the technology la kan.. segala benda dh available online. di hujung jari anda. nk pegang buku pun rasa berat. aikkk pegang magazine herworld ringan ke hah?

tapi tgk org gembar gembur kt fb & twitter psl bbw ni... teringin nk pi jenguk. maklum la. eden pun time tu br je start tanam anggur.. membuak2 excited nk reward diri sendiri konon.

so lepas tweet sane sini, set la dgn DrKD nk pegi on the 1st day. wahhh semangat. ekceli ciksyifa ada ajak join preview session the day before. tp atas sbb2 keibuan, terpaksa la dgn pasrah aku tolak.

bertolak frm tgm at 8. baik punye gps, bg direction ikut jalan yg sah2 jam. nasib baik KD advise ikut skve tu. lancar selancar2 nye. rupanya dlm map tu x wujud pun skve. arrow nye di awang2an bila aku lalu skve. hampes. (pakai free...lg nk bising).

so after bfast at upm, naik keta KD to maeps. suke sistem kt sana. ada org jaga parking. ada shuttle. no hassle. ms tu br 10lebih so sampai2 je trus masuk. xyah queue.

bermula sesi merembat.. tp bg aku x rembat sgt. belek je lebih. tangkap shopaholic sket. dh baca tp saje gatal nk wat koleksi. pilih buku alya yg lama sket. sbb ada byk sgt choice. sedar tak sedar... keluar dr children area, bahu dh senget sebelah. huhu.

kat area selfhelp, travel, cookbook dll pun belek2 jamu mata je. aku tgk masing2 rembat buku jamie oliver. aku selak2 buku tu randomly ke 3 pages... tiga2 terpampang resepi dish yg aku tak minat. maka trus byebye. boleh tak?

lepas habis membelek... aku lepak jap sorting buku. seriously bg aku ni step yg essential. aku filtered out hampir separuh. ade hati nk beli buku carrie bradshaw. pdhal sex n the city pun x penah tgk.. nafsu nafsu.

so end up beli shopaholic series, a selfhelp book, pop-up, sticker books, growth chart n giant puzzle utk alya. total rm90 je.

conclusion... kalau suke bc novel... segala 'genre' boleh layan... kalau ada anak yg dh pandai baca, pandai tulis... kalau suka try masak dishes baru.. kalau suka hv fun baking.. kalau duit byk gile taktau nk buat ape... maka, dtg la borong kt cni. sgt recommended. masyuk.

tp bg yg tak berapa berulat bukunya... boleh la dtg tgk... grab 4 5 buku at discounted price. mana tau, lepas ni jd ulat buku.

note : salute all bookworms out there! to me, u guys r special!

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24hrs

2011-10-12T14:14:00.001+08:00

kenapa after resign ni aku slalu sgt rasa x cukup masa?

smalam rasa extra sesak.

started my day early... so early that lepas mandi..erk... belum masuk subuh?? after subuh dh berkarate kt dapur. niat dr smalam nk masak nasi ayam.. kena tunaikan jugak. bukan takut hancur hati, tp takut salad tak tahan lama. kang rugi je free2 masuk tong sampah.

sambil2 tu layan laundry 3 trip. pheww. lepas tu terus melekat dgn si budak kecil. eh silap... budak kecil yg melekat ngan aku. mmg kalau dia awake susah nk buat ape2.

alya is the type of toddler yg tak reti duduk diam. xde makna nye bukak tv pasang katun.. dia buat dek je. dia suka hands-on. nk try buat apa yg kita buat. nk usik semua benda, especially yg kita jenuh sorok. kdg2 terbabas gk la hphone kesygan ibu kt tgn dia. uiiii kalau jatuh nangis i u...

dia suka memanjat. tu yg aku risau. mmg xde takut. dia turun sofa relax je. aku yg risau takut terjelepuk kena bucu mane ntah. nauzubillah. nasib baik tangga dh psg pagar. kalau tak, 24/7 aku jd guard tangga je la.

lg satu kalau dia out of my sight..kena pasang telinga. kalau dgr bunyi means ok. kalau senyap je... haaaa... ada la perkara terlarang (uish ayat...) yg dia buat tu. dia tau kita x bg, pandai senyap je...

aku suka ekceli tgk keletah alya. dulu ms still working.. malam2 bile sume dh siap mandi (bab makan dh awal2 lg dh setel sbb mkn luar je), suke usik alya. suka dgr vocab2 baru yg ala2 makcik tu. suke benor dia tiru gaya ckp bbsitter nye yg berstatus opah tu. sometimes sampai x kering gusi.

erkk dh melalut.

back to topic..

tghari smalam x sempat nap.. sbb si comel alya tido stgh jam je. dia terjaga sbb muntah. adoi. hari2 muntah. hari2 tukar cadar. tukar sarung bantal. tukar bantal. tilam x dpt la nk buat stock kan. ibu bertuah ni febreeze kan aje.

pastu dia dh xnak tdo balik. nk turun bwh.. nk main. pastu bila dh bosan gaduh nk keluar pulak. bukan xnak bg keluar... ms tu tgh terik.. taknak bwk dia naik bike.. nnti berpanasan tmbh demam. kalau x naik bike, buat ape lg kt luar tu. mula la 'ibu, nk wash hands'... nk main air la tu. pastu suka2 angkat pasu.. main kasut. panjat ni, panjat tu. adoi, xpe la, xyah keluar la. lg pening ibu nk layan.

my MIL penah bgtau, hubby dlu kecik2 mcm tu la. xpenah duduk diam. kalau dpt mainan, dia bukan main elok2. dia experiment nya sampai rosak.

alya alya.. daddy's girl rupanya.

xpe la... ibu layankan.. nnti besar berjaya mcm ayah jugak ye...

so mmg penat lelah la. tmbh plak dia x berapa sihat.. super cranky la kan.

mlm td, aku minum nescafe after dinner. rs dh lama tinggalkan zaman meng-caffein memalam ni. back to school ye. gigih siapkan assignment mlm td smpi 1230. ingat nk continue lg... tp memikirkan esok ntah apa plak yg mendtg.. so, zzzzZZ la.. need recovery utk esok.. kire today la tu.

sebelum tdo smalam aku terfikir.. 24jam pun tak cukup eh?

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turning point

2011-10-12T08:12:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah. apa yg aku hajatkan dah jadi kenyataan.

yup! mmg aku sgt berhajat nk quit working at proton. 3+ tahun kerja as engineer kt ctu, aku bleh bg 3/5 bintang. ewahhh main bintang2. mcm tadika plak.

actually main reason aku quit ialah of course aku dpt peluang yg lg baik. aku rasa lg baik la. selebihnya Dia yg Maha Mengetahui. lg baik dr segi apa? tgk ayah aku keje as lecturer since 1994.. aku nmpk keje as lecturer lebih scheduled. hence u can plan ahead. i like.

lg satu sebab aku leave proton ialah hmmm internal issue. perangai pijak org utk tonjolkan diri.. well, aku bleh manage sume tu. aku survived ape utk nearly 4 tahun. tapi berbalik pd point yg first td.. got better offer plus can get rid of mamat tak senonoh ni. if u were me, what wud u say?

aku tau aku akan jumpe pesen org mcm ni jugak nanti. tapi for now... lets live the present. hehe!

am happy and lega now. well, sikit2 la..

on the other side ada rasa susah hati dgn alya's health condition.. otak berat nk catch-up studies.. house spring cleaning yg terbantut.. fikir allowance dh delay 2 mths. fikir itu fikir ini.

tapi deep inside, takde sket pun rasa regret dgn decision yg aku dh buat.

so.. goodbye proton! hello UM!

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alhamdulillah..

2011-10-06T09:33:00.000+08:00

tak dapat aku nk luahkan betapa bersyukurnya aku... bila alya aku dh back to normal. mayb ada yg dah tau...tp kpd yg belum.. alya demam since hari ahad aritu.

actually ahad pagi,around 4am.. aku&hubby hantar alya to bbsitter, sebab kena ke kelana jaya utk hantar MIL off to haji. MIL yg request supaya tak bwk alya skali.. takut tgu lama.. alya merengek boring/panas/sesak etc. kami pun rasa kurang sesuai utk alya ikut skali. maklum la, first timer mcm kami ni tak tau mcm mana keadaan kat sana tu.

nasib baik bbsitter agree utk jaga alya that day. so far so good. MIL pun xde prob dgn checking in ke ape ke. aku pun attend class dgn jayanya. at times, follow-up ngan bbsitter.. dia kata ok je.

terkejutnya aku.. bila time fetch alya balik.. bbsitter bgtau dia bwk alya g umah along.. nenek along br meninggal. lepas tu, gi bwk alya mandi kolam kat tepi sungai kat ceruk hutan mane ntah. 2 benda yg kami tak penah buat. purposely tak buat...

as expected,mlm tu alya demam. ada ustaz yg kami kenal bgtau, alya terkena 'badi' jenazah. mayb korang rasa ini karut/tahyul, but its the truth. even adults pun boleh demam lepas lawat jenazah, inikan pulak budak.. ditambah pulak dgn berendam dlm kolam dlm cuaca panas.

sabar je la.

aku tak nak salahkan sesiapa. salah aku juga, tinggalkan alya kt bbsitter on sunday. pengajaran bg kami..

alhamdulillah, lepas 2x mandi dgn air ayat bacaan ustaz.. lepas ustaz ubatkan guna batu dr raudhah (khasiat & zatnya hanya Dia yg tahu..), lepas 2x pegi klinik top-up ubat. lepas terpaksa masukkan ubat ikut p*nggung. lepas kami bernazar... akhirnya alya sihat..

seronok melayan alya main malam tadi.. sampai pkul 10 baru masuk tido. seronok dgr dia gelak. seronok layan dia sembang. lega tengok dia senyum balik.

soalannya di sini... kalau korang jd bbsitter tu, korang akan tanya dulu tak sblm bawak anak org pegi sane sini?

again... beritahu atau minta izin? amboi..makin panas..

2011-10-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

ironically, after this post, which was written on random thoughts, someone is questioning my decision to ask for hubby's permission on something.

buat status kat FB kononnya 'nk tanya husband dulu' ialah alasan..

ada kawan aku yg bertuah sorang ni,nk promote her business. selama ni mmg aku tau dia buat bisnes ni, and ok la...good for you sbb earn blabla in blabla months.

earlier today dia try approach aku utk join bisnes ni. truth is i'm not interested. tapi out of curiosity, aku minta dia email the details. she insisted nak jumpa pulak.

here's another truth.. i'm struggling right now, time-wise. still dlm scheduling mode. utk sesuai kan diri dgn new routines. dgn alya yg dh 3 ari demam. dgn rumah yg tak terurus. dgn assignment yg belambak. (tp nk jugak tulis blog.. sbb tension!)

mmg aku SAHM sekarang, tapi percaya la.. ia tak semudah yg disangka. aku mmg takde responsibilities at work.. tapi gains a lot more other responsibilities (read : domestic).

so, kalau aku nk allocate time utk meet-up with this lady, i need to consider my hubby. need to ask, if that's ok with him. mayb dia ada plan lain ke, kena work extra hours ke.. with new project (read : Tuah) yg tgh rancak kt kilang skang ni. mayb dia letih sgt, tak larat nk look after alya ke. byk possibilities.. so, why not discuss first kan?

like i wrote in previous post, minta izin.. bukannye bgtau.

erkkk now i feel less bengang, sbb rasa aku buat benda yg betul.

so pd yg terasa (kalau la dia bc blog ni)... xpayah la susah2 nk set appointment ngan aku. sbb dr ada perasan curious, terus tawar hati dan bleh blahh..(tak bengang konon..)

kalau ko nk buat sesuka hati.. dan sekadar nk 'bagitau' suami... up to you. mcm ko cakap, asalkan rumah tangga aman damai.

tapi aku ada pendirian sendiri.
pls have some respect.
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amacam, bertuah tak suami aku? :)
[ayat poyo]

beritahu atau minta izin?

2011-09-29T11:56:00.001+08:00

nk tanye soalan cepu emas ni kat isteri2 kat luar sane tu.. sebelum korang pegi mane2... minta izin suami tak?

minta izin ke bagitau je?

mayb ada yg jawab.. ala, same la tu. erkkk same ke? dulu aku rasa mcm takde pekdah nk besar2 kan hal ni.. tapi, cuba letak diri kita kat tempat suami.

bezakan..

#1
"abg, esok petang ayg nk g tesco jap."

dengan...

#2
"abg, esok petang ayg nk g tesco jap, boleh tak?"

dengan...

#3
"g tesco jap td..."
(jwpn si isteri bila laki dia tanya nape balik lambat..)

amacam ade beza tak?

aku la... kalau aku ni suami...

alhamdulillah, sejuk ati dgr ayat #2. ni yg buat susaaaaaaaaaaahhh sgt nk cari lain ni. hehe. gulai terlebih masin minggu lepas kira halal la. kire cover ngan ayat manis ni.

hmmmm kalau si dia kasi ayat #1 pun... alahai ape mau buat... nasib badan. perempuan sekarang makin independant. dh tau bwk kereta sendiri, ada duit sendiri.. telan je la...

haaaa kalau ayat #3 yg boleh buat hangin satu badan ni. apa sms 10sen pun kedekut ke?

tu kalau aku suami la... kalau korang jd suami,mayb lain pendapatnye..

apa2 pun...pointnye ialah...
tepuk dada tanya selera..
kita tergolong dlm kumpulan yang mana?

#1 beritahu..
#2 minta izin
#3 habuk pun tarak..

renung2 kan dan selamat beramal. ;p

mari.mengelap.habuk.d.blog.sendiri

2011-09-20T14:05:00.001+08:00

agaknye ada tak yg dh lupa kewujudan blog ni? ntah2 korang dh delete frm bookmark (eceh,, ade ke org bmark blog ni..hehe).. tak pun dh unsubscribe dr google reader/feed.. (perasan lg).

eh.. ada rupanya yg sudi jejak kaki kt lantai berabuk ni.

sapu sket....

byk juta cerita aku nk share ngan korang.. tapi atas byk sebab... susah btul nk meng-update blog. sesungguhnya mobile phone hanya best utk layan tweets shj.. nk update blog cam renyah nye.. kekdg2 sedikit lembabs.. tp selalunya malas nk update blog pakai fon sbb kocik screen nye.. & tak larat nk tekan backspace sbb typo error byk sgt. maklum la... masih hingusan dgn touch screen.

tp hari ni.. ku redahi jua semua dugaan dan cabaran demi reader terchenta. haha! poyo!!!!!

mane satu ek nk cerita dulu?

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betul ke nk raya ni?

2011-08-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

terus terang nk cakap.. x rasa langsung suasana raya... atas2 sebab musabab di bwh...

1. dh 'raya' days ago... if u know what i mean.

2. tak balik penang... tak rasa kematu duk dlm keta redah jam...

3. bj raya dh beli awal2... ujung raya, time org tgk meriahnya shopping, aku mcm dh buntu nk beli ape...

4. kat kilang sibuk projek baru. wpun cuti ni aku tak keje, tp skali skala terdetik jugak "ok ke progress installation kt kilang tu..."

5. maybe sbb dh tua.. kurang xcited.. haha!

neway, still nk wish u ols a great & meaningful raya this year. maaf zahir batin...

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test

2011-08-25T06:22:00.001+08:00

test with bgrdrd

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good news are to be shared...

2011-08-19T05:01:00.000+08:00

...at the right time. *grin*
so for the time being, kena biarlah rahsia dulu.

truth is, a few great things had happened in my life these previous weeks.
and insya-Allah, some more yet to come, i foresee.
alhamdulillah, semuanya pemberian dari Allah. usaha & tawakkal hamba ini hanyalah sebutir pasir.

above all, apa pun yang nak dibuat, mestilah dapatkan restu dan izin suami dulu. insya-Allah, segalanya akan dipermudahkan oleh-Nya.

hugs&kisses to hubby... i cant thank you more!

ok, off to sahur. sambal udang petai & dgg masak kicap. sedapnye!!

p/s : jgn lupa manfaatkan akhir ramadhan..

have i told you....

2011-08-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

that she's my idol?

i believe this ~20mins confession inspires many muslimah out there.

Al-Fatihah..

2011-08-17T08:11:00.000+08:00

“Dari bumilah Kami ciptakan kamu, dan ke dalamnya Kami akan menggembalikan kamu dan daripadanya pula Kami akan mengeluarkan kamu sekali lagi”.

Takziah kepada seorg sahabat atas pemergiaan ayahanda tersayang. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman dan insya-Allah sentiasa tenang di sana.

Wish i could fly hundreds kilometres away to hug her..

Aku doakan dia tabah dan sabar menghadapi dugaan ramadhan yang amat berat ini.
Walaupun aku tau dia percaya apa yang terjadi adalah yang terbaik untuk abahnya, tapi kesedihan...tak siapa yang tahu & faham..

Dear KD,
Be strong ok!

wordless wednesday tiru

2011-07-27T12:12:00.000+08:00

nice chat

2011-07-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

had a nice chat with a friend during lunch hour earlier today. a meaningful one, i might conclude.

makes me want to proceed with pursuing my dreams even more.

its the right timing, i guess.

alhamdulillah.

cacamarba

2011-07-20T09:22:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah..
Banyak sangat perkara yg perlu aku fikirkan akhir2 ni.

kat tempat kerja sgt la demanding. currently am on training for 3 weeks. sudden death diorang submit training schedule. tak fikir keje kat plant yang bertimbun. pending sana sini. weekly report nampak sgt lopong. penuh font merah aje. not good, not good at all. training syllabus quite mencabar. ia tentang system baru yg akan launch after raya. bukannya belajar psl system tu je. tapi at the same time kena tau software itu ini. aduh. ingat nescafe ke main 3 in 1?

sakit badan travel to and fro Shah Alam for training toksah cakap la kan.
tu belum betul2 kira $$$ yg mengalir mcm air.. byr tol ngan minyak.
3 minggu tu.. lari budget i u.. thank God for car pooling.

above all, i think about alya a lot. risau sket psl alya. to me, she's a fast learner. rasa nya, most toddler are. tu yg buat aku risau. ye la, bila aku tension at work, secara tak langsung akan effect tingkah laku/percakapan aku kt umah. of course aku taknak alya tiru sume tu.

how can you tell your 1++ y.o. daughter NOT to be like you?

not possible kan?

hubby has his own issues at work. hence, we both come back home, stressed and tired. aku try as much as possible get all housework & alya done. just to give him his space and time to rest and relax his mind.

tapi berapa lama mampu bertahan? sampai bila sanggup mengorbankan diri untuk org yg kita syg? larat ke tanggung semua, bila kadang2 si dia just lepak tengok tv. sometimes i think its not fair. sometimes i'm relieved, coz to me, that's me trying to be a better wife and mom, day by day.

remember that song, "kalau ikhlas, tak minta berbalas.."?

sure, aku ikhlas.

tapi ermmm it will really make my day if he show some appreciation. kan?

ke aku terlepas pandang his good deeds yg dia buat in return?

atau aku terlampau ambil hati dgn apa yg dia cakap, sampai aku rasa tak dihargai?

ape yg pasti.. for the time being..let just give him the silence he deserve.

that's for the best, i think.

tada & challo...

since tak boleh bukak twitter kat office, tweet kat blogger je la..

2011-07-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

am listening to 'Bryan Adams - Everything I do I do it for you' while waiting for hubby to pick me up..

*jiwang mode*

2nd July 2011 @ 830am

2011-07-07T06:44:00.000+08:00

Innalillah.. tok telah pergi buat selama-lamanya. tok dh lama sakit.. ingat lg setahun yg lepas, kami semua bergegas2 balik kampung, diberitakan tok dh nazak. doktor kata, dh habis usaha. baca Yasin je la. amboi, pandai plak meramal kematian ye. tapi ajal tok belum sampai waktu tu. kami sempat lg sembang ngan tok ms cuti raya cina.. tok sempat lg melawat kami kt tg malim. walaupun kena sorong, kena dukung.. tapi dpt dgr suara tok mintak milo pun sudah memadai.

pagi tu, kami tgh bersiap nk ke KL. almaklum la, ari sabtu.rase dh lama x bwk alya jalan2 cari mkn. ms tgh packing diaper bag alya, sha call. bgtau berita sedih tu. aku nk kata terus menangis, meraung2.. tak jugak. bergenang air mata pun tak. sebak pun tak. boleh dikatakan, jiwa KOSONG. dan sedikit terkejut.

ceritanya, seminggu sebelum tu ma&abah balik tgk tok. kami tak ikut pun. in fact,depa call bgtau pun ms depa dh otw g sane. rupanya tok kena admit. sbb takmo mkn, so kena bg drip la. esok tu, aku folo-up lg ngan abah. abah kata, tok ok. esok dh bleh kuar. alhamdulillah.

hari2 lepas tu takde berita. aku assume sume ok la. ma&abah pun balik tg malim on the day tok kuar hosp tu. aku lega sgt.

tuptup dpt call dr sha. mane la aku tak terkejut. ape ni, aritu kata ok. ye la, ajal ni kerja Yang Maha Esa. bagaimana bila dimana sape yg tau. tapi ntah la, aku terfikir pagi tu.. kalau sebelum ni kami dipanggil balik sbb kononnya tok dh nazak.. tp hari ni, tiba2 shj dia pergi?

aku siapkan luggage, kuar breakfast n trus gerak balik. alhamdulillah, Tuhan permudahkan journey kami. aku sempat tgk tubuh tok terbujur atas katil. mama yg dh sampai awal, tgh bacakan Yasin di sebelah. aku hanya mampu tgk tok. air mata tak keluar. segala sedih aku tahan. aku peluk kuat alya yg tgh tido kat bahu, seolah2 nk luahkan pd alya betapa sedihnya aku. selang beberapa minit abah & pakcik masuk angkat tok utk dimandikan. aku diberi peluang jirus arwah. masa tu aku tak mampu thn air mata. sebelum dikapankan, sempat aku cium tok.

segalanya berjalan lancar. tok dibawa ke surau utk disembahyangkan dan kemudian dikuburkan. semasa talkin, kaklong baru sampai. aduh, mesti dia sgt terkilan tak dpt cium tok. tak dpt tgk tok pun. antara aku dan kaklong, kaklong yg lebih rapat dgn tok. maklum la, cucu sulung. tak ada rezeki..

petang tu di rumah pakndak [dimana tok meninggal], baru la aku dgr cerita sebenar. rupanya,beberapa hari sebelum tu, tok kena minor stroke. dia dh tak berckp, hanya mengeluarkan bunyi mcm dengkuran shj. mereka kata, mata pun dh pandang2 ke atas. Oh Tuhan. tok bukan lah OK seperti yg aku sangka. pemergian arwah ada tanda nya. mungkin mereka terlepas pandang.. terlupa nk info pd aku. :(

yang pergi tetap pergi. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat oleh Nya.Amin.

p/s : bila kaklong cerita kenapa dia lewat, aku sgt tersentak. aku tak salahkan accident yg menyebabkan jam kat terowong ipoh. tapi aku geram dgn sikap seseorg yg tiada hati dan perasaan, dgn sengaja melengahkan masa di perjalanan... apa meeting dgn business partner/beli durian kat RnR tak boleh tunggu sampai esok? tunggu la bila tiba hari ko nanti.. baru ko tau apa yg kaklong rasa.

p/s : arwah tok pergi sehari sebelum hari jadi abah. Ya Allah, mcm mana ye abah rasa..

happy 29th birthday to dear hubby...

2011-06-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2011-05-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

kehadapan si polan yg diingati.

kalau niat dihati mmg nk buat aku sedih/terluka/sakit hati, maka... u've done a great job!
kalau terniat nak buat aku mengalah/pasrah/berundur, sorry my dear... try harder next time.

aku sedar, diri penuh kelemahan.
tapi adakah kerana kelemahan ini, buat kau bertindak macam tu?
tidak kan?
mesti kerana kau sedar aku ada kekuatan.
kekuatan yang mencabar kau.
sbb tu kau bertindak bodoh dan tidak matang.

ya.. memang dulu aku selalu menitiskan air mata kerana teraniaya.
tapi sekarang aku dah sedar.
aku ada Dia.
Dia Maha Adil pada hamba-Nya.

Ya Allah.
Jauhilah aku dari sifat itu.
Amin.

Best regards.

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

2011-05-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

Saya minta maaf kerana saya tidak tahu apa yang hendak ditaip di ruangan ini. ini adalah kerana saya tidak mengingati bagaimana saya mengetahui tentang blogger pada awalnya. saya juga tidak menyimpan memori kenapa saya mencipta blog saya sendiri suatu ketika dahulu.

tetapi jika anda masih inginkan jawapan kepada persoalan kedua itu, apa yang saya boleh katakan, saya kesunyian semasa berada di german dahulu. saya bukan anti-social di sana, cuma lebih gemar berpeleseran di bilik sendiri sambil melayari internet yang tidak bersempadan.

oleh kerana ketiadaan sempadan itulah, memungkinkan saya terjerumus ke lembah blogger ini.

ini sahaja jawapan saya.
akhir kata, selamat hari guru, cikgu!

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

2011-05-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

Another picture of me and my ~~friends~~ friend

finally, jejak juga maG di teratak aku yg tak seberapa ni...

thx umar sbb behave..

ala, setakat merengek2 lapar biasa la tu kan?

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

2011-05-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... songs eh.. ni agak susah sket. sbb i watch tv a lot, hence less listening to radio/mp3 etc. so, lagu2 yg aku tau just lagu2 from zmn dok kat german dulu [mmg 24hrs on lagu/radio je kat laptop] or lagu2 yg dak2 AF9 nyanyi [kantoi lyn AF] or lagu yg kebetulan terdgr kat tv or radio, especially otw to & from work.

so here they are..

happy song : Ilusi by Adira [alya will show her moves bila dgr lagu ni..hehe]
sad song : Unbreak my heart by Toni Braxton [tangkap leleh]
bored song : I love you by Barney!!! hehe. [bile boring, usik2 alya la.. ape lg]
hyped song : Mine by Taylor Swift
mad song : Hakikat Bahagia by UNIC [try hayati lirik dia k..]

p/s : currently my favourite song.. di mana di mana by Ning,Jac& Shila. catchy!

Day 09 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days

2011-05-17T14:28:00.001+08:00

i am proud of myself past few days, in fact, right now i still am.
nak sgt reveal kat sini. tapi tak boleh. dont want to jinx it. hehe.
kalau berhasil baru boleh share kan?

atau kah hanya hangat2 tahi ayam? huhu. nauzubillah.

p/s : B-O-R-I-N-G!!!

quick updates again..

2011-05-16T08:18:00.000+08:00

but this time more like reminder to self..

a) tempah baju raya for me & alya. but this time, remember.. WITH POCKET! i repeat WITH POCKET!! asyik lupa je... DONE.

b) get rid of old kitchen cabinet. saje je cari nahas simpan dlm rumah lama2. ape dh ada hobi baru ternak anai2 ke??? [erghhh... malasnye nk sewa lori bagai...].. NOT DONE. ALAMAK..

c) put up an ad @ mudah/ebay on our philips plasma tv stand. new and unused. anyone interested??;p NOT DONE. PEMALAS.

d) get his final decision on his birthday present this year. adoi.. udah2 la tu dgn ayat..'takyah susah2 la... farr tak bagi ape2pun abg syg..'. [fyi, his birthday in on 0606]. NOT DONE. TAK LARAT DH NAK TANYA.. *SIGH*

e) get all switches labelled. aiyooo... ni pun susah ke? DAH.. DAH.. YEAY!

f) donate baju2 yg dh tak pakai. NOT DONE. DAH ASINGKAN DAH.. TP TAK TAU NK DONATE KAT NER. TOLONG!!!

g) get vendor for built-in wardrobe. those who offer price within budget of course. kedai DS tu bant*i sampai RM6XXX. gilo ko apo. I THINK WE ALREADY GOT ONE. THAT'S THE BEST PRICE WE CAN GET. ADUH MELAYANG $$$ KU.

Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why

2011-05-14T18:43:00.002+08:00

hehe. i'm quite clear on this one.

my goals for this month are.. [jgn gelak!!] :

a) tempah baju raya for me & alya. but this time, remember.. WITH POCKET! i repeat WITH POCKET!! asyik lupa je...

b) get rid of old kitchen cabinet. saje je cari nahas simpan dlm rumah lama2. ape dh ada hobi baru ternak anai2 ke??? [erghhh... malasnye nk sewa lori bagai...]

c) put up an ad @ mudah/ebay on our philips plasma tv stand. new and unused. anyone interested??;p

d) get his final decision on his birthday present this year. adoi.. udah2 la tu dgn ayat..'takyah susah2 la... farr tak bagi ape2pun abg syg..'. [fyi, his birthday in on 0606]

e) get all switches labelled. aiyooo... ni pun susah ke?

f) donate baju2 yg dh tak pakai

g) get vendor for built-in wardrobe. those who offer price within budget of course. kedai DS tu bant*i sampai RM6XXX. gilo ko apo.

erkkk... ni goal ke to-do list ni?
hantam je la labuuuu...

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

2011-05-13T22:18:00.055+08:00

miss alya zahra bt mohammad razi shah

[1] of course, once you become a mom, almost everything changes. she has big impact on my schedule. need i say more?

[2] she changed my way of spending $$$. hehe. arent girls' dress and suits too cute u couldnt resist??

[3] because of u, ibu always worried kalau ibu got sick that i cant attend to your needs/ibu need to go outstation and be away from u [reason why i rejected the other offer]/ibu died early not to be able to see you got married[nauzubillah]/worried ibu didnt teach u enough good u end up being not the person ibu&ayah want u to be. because of you, i am uber extra careful when i carry you up the stairs, worried if i might slip and.. nauzubillah. because of you, alya, i have all worries in me, afraid that i might be soooo careless to have left my kitchen knife within your reach... that i might not realize you are standing behind me, when i turned around carrying a kettle full with hot boiled water... that i might accidentally... oh God. the list can go on and on...

she really has the biggest impact in me..
i really love her..

a question i bet every mom couldnt answer... who do you love more... your mom or your children?

p/s : happy belated mother's day to all!

quick updates

2011-05-12T15:19:00.000+08:00

minggu ni tak productive.. dh 3 hari MC. i blame it on the el-nino-ly weather and also on myself yg tunggu dahaga baru terkapai2 cari air kat dapur. nak blame hubby jugak sbb ajak mkn kat dusun bay smalam. dh tau kt situ ada air cappucino 3 layer yg aku mmg tak berupaya nak resist, lg nak mkn kat situ. alamatnye, terus demam dtg balik mlm td.. huhu.

pagi2 kalau ada bunyi lori sampah lalu, selalunya alya akan kata 'lowi'. tapi pg td, dia kata 'papah'. stands for sampah i think. ahhhh! tetiba rasa sgt sejuk perut I, boleh tak? moral of the story .. for myself... never too early to teach your children.

i could spend forever dlm bathroom now. thx to hubby and his hitachi pump. sgt best bila air shower kuat & massage belakang badan. oh heaven. belum try with heater on lagi...ye la cuaca tgh panas berbahang bagai.. nak pakai heater ape nye kan. best best best.

2 subordinates aku minta ditransfer ke shah alam. last few months, proton shah alam asked me for back-up on skilled manpower for new project coming soon. so, i sent them. apparently, they performed too well there, that the requesting department wants them for good. they came to see me earlier today to actually persuade me to let them go. i understand, this is a huge leap in their career. but, i dont think i could bear losing two of my most experienced and skilled workers, especially with new mega project coming soon in June.

kalau korang jd aku, korang lepaskan ke tidak?? tak nak fikir!!!!!

btw. kain utk baju raya dh beli!!! excited tak? honestly, biasa2 je kainnye. bukannya viva da vass sgt pun. actually this year hubby yg pilih theme colour. ingatkan tahun ni nk pakai english cotton. tapi tak jumpe plak corak yg menawan hati. end up beli viscose je. this weekend insya-Allah nk pi tempah. kt tg malim ni kena tempah cepat... limited je tailor nye. ;p

p/s : if i live in klang valley, i would have completed my master by now.

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

2011-05-11T21:37:00.005+08:00

honeymoon-ing @ swiss garden cherating/kuantan
best best best..nk pegi lg!!

p/s : sorry le..i ni bukan jenis yg suka capture scenery sgt pun... mesti
orgnye nk interprem..;p

Day 04 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have

2011-05-10T23:01:00.019+08:00

i want to quit from bertangguh.

actually, konon nak kumpul all tasks and do at one shot. kira sekali harung la pegi dapur basuh botol, buat air, sapu sampah skali...alasan yg selalu digunakan 'ok..ok... masa iklan nanti'. padahal bukan tgh tgk cerita box office pun... ulangan diariAF yg ke sekian kali nye je pun...

seriously, i need to change.

dah selalu dgr hubby tegur..'ala, buat terus la..'. :(

Day 03 - A picture of you and your friends

2011-05-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

from left : ma-G & umar, imee & fiya ,liza, azni, syifa, dila, me
front row, from left : KH, kaydee, citet, istiq

picture of hantaran ladies during kaydee's nikah & reception ceremony.
i had fun that day.
bila la dpt hang out ngan depa lg.. *sigh*

Day 02 - The meaning behind your Blog name

2011-05-08T09:05:00.001+08:00

this is easy-peasy...

alidraf is 'fardila' spelling backwards.
kind of pakai fullname utk blogname... amacam? ko ado?

p/s: aduyai... tetiba rase tak creative langsung.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

2011-05-07T07:03:00.000+08:00

on mines cruise with palace of the golden horses background

15 interesting facts... hmmm... ni la part yg buat aku delay start buat challenge ni. ape ek yg interesting? how about 15 boring facts instead? *sigh*

[1] since 2006, aku sgt into starting my own business. part-time la dulu kan. until now, a few attempts failed successfully ;p due to lack of commitment and hangat2 tahi ayam.

[2] aku nk sgt second baby, hopefully a boy this time... tapi belum dpt greenlight dr hubby. kang nusyuz plak. ngeee. fyi, nama pun dh ada tau.. carryover dr first pregnancy dlu.

[3] dingdong-ing between 2 birthday present for myself this year... smartphone or 5star spa. confuse.. confuse...ngee~~

[4] selain drpd calling2 ngan sms-ing, function handsetku yg sgt berguna ialah calendar, where i need to key in all pending activities & to-do list..kalau tak,komfem eden lupo.. dah tua. isk isk.

[5] house chore yg paling tidak suka ialah iron baju!

[6] i'm still figuring out this one...alya ikut muka sape eh?

[7] most time of my life i feel so small..

[8] i have no answer to 'which part of your body is most attractive' question.

[9] i cant stay home during weekends. if i do, i'll be really mandom & bad-mood for the whole week. kalau dpt pi pasar malam pun ok.

[10] saya bukan seorg yg peramah. amacam? interesting tak fact ni? haha!

[11] i always picture alya going to chinese school and attending piano lessons

[12] although i keep complaining about not having mcD/tesco/carrefour/jusco etc at tgmalim, deep inside.. i'm glad here is where we reside. 3 things : #1 no jam, no hassle #2 both parents' houses are just 10 mins away. #3 no shopping complex/fancy restaurants means you are forced to save $$$

[13] hugs&kisses from alya everyday keeps me sane.

[14] seriously, i think 24hrs a day is not enough.

[15] i miss my friends..a lot..

hidup umpama roda...

2011-04-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

kadang kita di atas...
kadang di bawah...

since last post, byk benda dh jadi pd aku... dr segi family, kerjaya dan diri sendiri. perubahan tak ketara dari luaran, tapi cukup utk buat aku sentiasa berfikir berfikir dan terus berfikir..

ya..hidup ini, kadang kita gembira. kadang kita teruji.
cer cite cer cite...

tak maula cite.. nanti kalau aku dh start story.. sampai esok pun tak habis..
nanti la... tiba ketika nya aku akan cerita jugak..
actually teringat balik kat blog yg tersadai ni lepas bc entry liza pasal 30 Days of me challenge.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.

menarik kan? sebelum ni aku byk kali bc blog yg join challenge yg lebey kurang mcm ni... tapi kerana kemalasan, tak tergerak pun nk join..

but this time... insya-Allah eden torai.

p/s : day01 to day30 kalau tak berturut aci tak?? ;p >> taktik mengelat..

one sweet day...

2011-02-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

.enjoying choc brownies @ delicious midvalley.

under construction!

2011-02-20T02:35:00.000+08:00

(1)
15th February 2011 marks the day..
the day i start counting down until a dream-come-true.
[clue : title]

(2)
ppl are blogging about connected tot nowadays.
i cant stop smiling when reading about it.
it reminds me of moments when alya is behaving like one.

(3)
@ work, a mega project is coming our way.
i must get myself ready.

(4)
Mrs S sekarang tgh menumpang sementara kat umah parents dia. dia kena pukul dgn husband dia. baby dia pun kena bwk lari oleh husband and in-laws dia. plus, husband dia bwk geng pegi pukul parents dia. God!

Alhamdulillah. syukur di atas suami yang penyayang dan bertimbang rasa.

(5)
seorg kwn pegi umrah.
ah, saya jealous.
saya kena tgu alya besar kan?

(6)
seorg kwn akan menamatkan zmn bujang in < 1 mth.
.
.
.
.
betul ke ni?

(7)
husband & alya are my priorities.
i'll sacrifice my own needs for them.

untitled

2011-01-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

boring kat ofis.. ade org tag baik punye...

2011-01-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

tagged by tik.

Starting Time : 1039
Name : Farr
Brother(s) : Palan
Eye Colour : Hitam kot..
Shoe Size : jap, check sat.. uh oh size 8.
Hair : ada2
Piercing : ada2.. kat tinge..
What are you wearing right now : uniform Proton 25th anniv
Where do you live : Tg Malim
Favorite no : takde
Favourite drink : mocha frappucino.. aci tak?
Favourite breakfast : breakfast buffet!!! weehoo!

Have You Ever :
Broken a bone : nope
Been in police car : nope
Fallen for a friend : oh pernah..
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : oh lagi la pernah
Swam in the ocean : adoi sah2 la kan
Fallen asleep in school : perkara biasa..
Broken someone's heart : oppsss.. ade la beberapa kali..
Cried when someone died : yup
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : 'sat' jarang la... lie down at bed, selalu la dolu2.. sampai terZzZzZz
Save e-mails : tak kot
Been cheated on : oh yesss..

What :
Your room like : dark brown themed with basic furniture and white+magenta beddings.. i like. [but, maybe kalau letak satu modern rug, lagi gempak...]
What is right beside you : safety helmet, trial hinges, a pen, highlighter..
What is the last thing you ate : home made elbow pasta with shrimps and lotsssss of cheese..

Who:
Who did you last yell at : my SV... apekah nk cover line, kata tgh meeting.. hanco je.
Who was the last person you dance with : my baby alya zahra.. she likes it so much..ibu yg lenguh2 pastu..
Who last made you smile : myself.. ngeee ;p

Final Question:
What are you listening to right now : bunyi kipas, bunyi forklift..huhu.
What did you do today : cooked b/fast & alya's food... go to work.. trials and trials..
Are you the oldest : tidak..
Indoors or outdoors : both 50-50

Today You Did:
Talk to someone you like : hubby aci tak?
Kiss anyone : alya zahra..
Sing : dah dgr bunyi forklift je, nk nyanyi ape nye..
Talk to an ex : tak kuasa eden..
Miss Someone : yup.
Eat : eh mesti..

Last Person Whooo:
You talked to on the phone : hubby..
Made you cry : boss. haha.
You went to the mall with : hubby & alya
Who cheer you up : alya!!!!

Have You:
Been to Mexico : nope
Been to USA : nope

Random:
Have a crush on someone : of cos la
What book are you reading right now : takde book2... email je..
Best feeling in the world : bile org puji saye.. ngeee ;p
Future Kids name : farah?
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals : tidak.. erghhh..
What is under your bed : habuk!
Favourite sport(s) : bowling
Favourite place : tepi lautttt!
Who do you really hate : org yg busuk hati x tentu psl
Do you have a job : ade2. ;p

What time is it now : 1512 [lamenye buat survey..]

so wut did i got from doing this?
adakah ini termasuk dlm soalan?

saper yg akan di tag?
tak dpt pikir skarang..

ka-ching!

2011-01-04T03:20:00.003+08:00

semalam...

masa org lain berpusu2 hantar anak pi skolah..

and hantar diri sendiri pi tempat keje dgn agak2nye semangat yang tak berkobar2 lepas 3 hari cuti..

kami...

CUTI!!! yeehaaa!

bukan ambik cuti ye.. tapi mmg cuti utk proton..

tiap2 tahun mmg cenggitu. 1st day skolah mmg cuti.

maybe dato MD pikir...

kalau aku tak bagi cuti pun, masing2 melutut2 nak mintak cuti..

.daripada menghabihkan kertas print borang cuti korang, baik aku declare cuti terus.

aku pun senang hati dapat cuti.

mcm tu la gamaknye management pikir.

maka...

ibu&ayah yg bertauliah ni pun tak ketinggalan hantar alya pi taska..

aik.. cuti2 pun hantar gak ke?

bukan sbb ape.. kami sebenarnya ada misi lg penting, antara hidup dan mati...

misi ke KWSP@EPF. ;p

mesti la antara hidup dan mati. mane tak nya..

ingatkan dah isi borang siap2 kat umah,dah fotostat sume document ikut checklist... dah no problemo dah la kan... malangnya, tak.. ini tak boleh.ini nak copy, tapi original sign.

nasib baik kebetulan lawyer pun area PJ. redah gi mintak doc drpd lawyer. nama je alamat PJ, tapi nk cari damansara intan tu... hampeh sesat je. roundabout kat lisa inn tu dh tak larat pusing dh. segala mcm org dh tanya. tapi, berkat kesabaran tuan driver... jumpa juga akhirnya.

bila dh sampai.. ahso kaunter tu cakap tak boleh jugak. ni kena ada no sekian2... baru valid. hampehh!!! %($^(#(#(#($&$^& seriously nk nangis dh time tu. hahah. pastu lepas buat muka kesian, dia try tanye member dia. konon member dia tu otai psl housing ni la.. diorang joint venture la menyelesaikan masalah kitorang ni. nasib baik diorang ada record withdrawal hubby tahun lepas as reference.

alhamdulillah, lepas sengsara kat kaunter document review.

sengsara kat kaunter approval belum tau lagi.

it turned out, approval berjalan agak lancar. alhamdulillah.

penamaan pun kami sekali harung.

walaupun hujan lebat & takde payung & lapar gile tahap menggigil2... tapi puas hati dan sgt lega. pheww!

plan nak jumpe cik KD pun tak jd sbb jln jam & hujan lebat.

next mission ialah mencari restaurant yg sedap gile utk mencekik..

new york steak, tennessee chicken with shrimp & clam chowder [masterchef ehem ehem] @ tgi friday's the gardens buat kami kenyang gile... bertenaga balik lepas tu pi shopping2 sket.. pi maybank nk update ASB tapi hampa..ramai gile org, sampai no giliran pun diorang dh tak issue. huhu.

tapi takpe.. hati still gumbira.

lagi 2 minggu mesti lg gumbira..

ka-ching!

note : nasib baik alya tak ikut..kalau tak.. kesian kat dia..mesti merengek2 kebosanan kat kwsp tu...

di sebalik tabir

2011-01-01T13:00:00.005+08:00

cuba teka..

apakah yang bersemadi di sebalik ~~tabir~~ ~~napkin alya~~ kain lembap nih..

mana aci intai.

ala, byg2 kan leh nampak tu..

ya betul, pandai anak mak.

10 markah tanpa cacat..

D.O.N.U.T. for breakfast di pagi tahun baru.

donut lembut elokkkk je [baca mcm iklan nescafe.. halussss]

toppings tu kena improve lagi..

nak resepi tak?

tak ingat cilok dari mane sbb salin from blog ke buku resepi sendiri mase kat ofis masa lunch break aritu. nanti aku balik ofis, aku check history k.

so.. resepi nya..

Bahan :

200g tepung gandum

20g gula

1/2 sudu kecil garam

1 sudu kecil yeast

140ml susu segar

20g butter

Cara :

1) Kacau tepung, gula & garam

2) Buat lubang di tengah dan masukkan susu & yeast. kacau sedikit.

3) Masukkan butter & kacau sehingga sekata menjadi dough.

4) Uli sehingga tak melekit di tgn dan bentukkan bulat.

5) Tutup dgn kain lembap. Biar naik 2xganda. Buat finger test : Tekan dough dgn jari. Kalau lekat kesan jari, bermakna dh naik.

6) Bhg kepada bahagian. Rehatkan 5-6min.

7) Roll kepada bentuk yg dikehendaki dan biarkan naik 1.5x ganda

8) Goreng hingga perang

Toppings aku cipta sendiri.

Double boil coklat masakan dgn butter. Tumbuk kacang tanah. [malas nak blend, takut si kecik tu bgn ;p]. aku pakai kcg nganyin je. senang. lepas goreng, celupkan atas donut dgn coklat dan kemudian kacang. pasni nk try buh coklat chips plak.

cuba la. toppings tu ikut creativity korang la. kalau letak kaya ok tak? ;p

kalau malas, blend je gula. serve them traditional way. pun sedap.

lets western - spaghetti bolognese

2011-01-01T10:00:00.009+08:00

flashback jap.

kali terakhir aku masak spaghetti bolognese ialah masa tgh tanam anggur, a few weeks lepas balik ke malaysia for good. which is in nov 2007.

ingat lg, masa tu sha yg request. konon2 nak rasa spaghetti org german ni la. huhu.

personally aku rasa masa tu hasilnye ok la. maybe 7 out of 10. tak la sedap gile.tapi tak la sampai tak sanggup nak makan, nak hidu pun boleh muntah.

tapi abah tak makan pun. aku ingat aku je perasan bg 7 markah kat masakan sendiri, padahal buweeekkk!

tapi tgk mama ngan sha makan mcm dh tak mcm makan dh ha... mencekik dh nama nye tu.

then only, mama gtau, abah mmg x suka western. mmg tahap tak bleh blah.

ooooo baru tauuuu...*selamat*

lepas 3 tahun. try nak masak utk hubby plak. tapi this time nk try score full mark. ye la, nk kalahkan secretrecipe. ;p

so, cari punye cari resipi. belek punye belek review. maka, terpaut la kat resepi by mutiarazura @ MyResipi.

sukatan dlm resepi ni utk 6org tau...utk 2 org, aku agak2 ikut naluri keibuan la.. ;p

bahan2 yg optional aku tak bubuh..

Bahan-bahan :

500 gram spaghetti (sepeket)

500 gram daging lembu cincang

200 ml susu
1 labu bawang besar kuning – dicincang halus
1 ulas bawang putih – dicincang halus
1 tin sedang tomato puri
4-5 tomato segar ranum - didadu
1 batang carrot – didadu kecil
2 batang celery – didadu kecil
1 tin cendawan butang – dihiris (optional)
1 kiub stok daging lembu (optional)
1/2 sudu teh herba Oregano kering atau Italian Mixed Herbs
Sedikit garam dan gula secukup rasa
3 sudu besar minyak zaitun (kalau taknak beli boleh pakai minyak masak biasa)
2 sudu besar butter
Parutan keju parmesan – untuk menghidang

Cara-cara :

Rebus 2 liter air dalam periuk besar, masukkan 2 sudu teh garam. Bila air mendidih baru masukkan spaghetti. Kacau sekali-sekala dan masukkan satu sudu teh minyak zaitun (atau minyak masak) agar pasta tak melekat. Bila pasta sudah lembut angkat dan toskan.

Sos Bolognese : Gunakan periuk yang tinggi dan dalam. Panaskan minyak zaitun,masukkan butter dan kacau. Bila butter cair dan berbuih masukkan bawang besar dan bawang putih cincang. Jangan dibiar garing, cukup sekadar bawang layu.
Masukkan daging cincang. Ketuk-ketuk daging biar semua hancur dan bentuk/saiznya seragam. Goreng hingga daging keperangan.
Masukkan semua sayuran, goreng lagi hingga sayur-sayur lembut.
Masukkan susu. Kuatkan api hingga susu mendidih, kacau selalu. Bila nampak semua susu telah diserap daging, masukkan tomato puri dan tomato segar. Guna tin tomato puri itu untuk sukat 2 tin air, tambah ke dalam kuah. Kacau sos sambil di tekan-tekan tomato yang nampak berbiji hingga hancur.
Masukkan herba, kiub (jika guna), garam dan gula secukup rasa.
NOTA : Jika guna kiub, bagi saya tak masuk garam pun takpe sebab dah masin. Gula cume perlu 1/4 sudu teh saja sebab susu telah memaniskan sos. Again, mesti dirasa dan timbang sendiri masam, manis dan masin sos.
Biar mendidih lebih kurang 7 minit, kemudian perlahankan api paling kecil. Renihkan dengan periuk separa tertutup hingga sos pekat.
Boleh hidang dengan parutan keju parmesan.
NOTA : Orang Itali secara tradisi, merenih sos Bolognese sampai 4 jam! Kalau nak jimat gas, 2 jam pun dah cukup lama hehe. Saya cuma renih 1 jam kali ni, sos jadi pekat dan menyalut spaghetti dengan cantik sekali. Dan yang penting, rasanya authentic Italian!

hasilnya...

review by hubby sgt memberangsangkan. of course, score yg sdp gile tu la. *blushing* hubby kata, pasni takyah g secretrecipe dh la. boohoo!

full mark for me. *perasan lagi*

and to those out there yang plan nak masak suprise dinner utk hubby sempena anniversary ke, besday ke..maybe bleh try resepi ni. tapi, lesson learnt, kena start masak awal, sbb nak pekatkan kuah tu ambil masa tau.

thx again to mutiarazura utk resepi ni.

1.1.11 Happy New Year everyone!

2011-01-01T04:42:00.000+08:00

Semoga 2011 lebih baik dari 2010.

aku start entry for this year dgn award dari cik shikin. tq shikin!! dont mess with her, coz she's fullyprotectedbymafia.

same la kite shikin... blog ni pun first time dpt award. maka.. ~~taktau ape nak buat~~ jakun sket ye.

1. Copy and paste this award in your blog.

this is easy..

2. Write an entry, 5 things to do in 1432H

hmmmm...here comes the tricky part. berpeluh2 nak jawab. al-maklum la... tak sempat nak pikir azam tahun baru 2011.

so...in no particular order..

5 things to do in 1432H..

(1) house renovation for my own territory, which is...*drumrolls*.... wet kitchen ;p

(2) start baking. if and only if item (1) dh berjaya.. and.. Hubby bermurah hati nk sponsor oven ;p

(3) have mini garden @ home. a well-maintained one ok. plan nk tanam cili, tomato, daun bwg, daun kari etc... u know, sayur2 yg kalau nak pakai alahai ciput je. tapi segan nak mintak kat makcik pasar tu cili padi 3 biji. daun kari 5 helai. daun bwg agak2 sekali tabur je. hehe.

(4) exercise. last year dh niat nk gi jogging kat tasik proton city. once a week for a start. tapi mcm terkubur je niat tu. this year nak try involve in aerobics plak. konon nak fun sket la. ala2 dancing gitu. klas aerobics kat sini slalu weekdays kul 6 ptg. mane la eden sompat nak poie. balik keje dh kul bape. so, igt nk cube try test kat umah dulu. kat mane eh nk beli vcd aerobics?

(5) pimp our wardrobe. this is considered a must. dh nak muntah tgk baju tu je. huhu.

3. Share your mission and/or your vision for this new year

nak jadi SUPERWOMAN!!! kapoww! haha.

eh serious la.. nak jadi superwoman. super ibu, super housewife. super duper yummy.. [eh, iklan ape eh ni?]. walaupun aku ni WAHM, aku nk try masak for family sekerap mungkin. takmo mengelat hantar baju pi laundry for ironing [tutup muka jap, cover maluuu], pastikan rumah sentiasa sedap mata memandang. educate alya at home [never too early]. dan sewaktu dgn nya. it's NOT possible, ok. last few weeks dh intro2 sket.. turned out pretty well. so, shudnt be no prob for 1432H/2011 kan? Insya-Allah..

4. Tag five person and let them share their things to do.

last but not least...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

you are the best thing that's ever been mine...

2010-12-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

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Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables

Left a small town and never looked back

I was a flight risk, with the fear of fallin'

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"

As we're lyin' on the couch

The moment, I can see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothin' figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM

You said everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known

Then, you took me by surprise

You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.

She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

And I can see it

I can see it now

maniskah?

2010-12-31T15:33:00.000+08:00

sape tengok semanis kurma semalam, angkat tgn!!!

aku sendiri pun malu2 nak angkat tgn. baru this week start tgk fully dr awal sampai habis. before this layan starworld je at that time.. masterchef US la katakan. *astaghfirullah*

that's not the point.

point yg aku cuba sampaikan ialah topik dan tetamu nya yg really set me to tears. really.

tutup buku lama, buka buku baru.

biar aku mula dgn 4 aspek penting untuk tanam azam kita...
(1) diri sendiri
(2) kerjaya
(3) rumahtangga
(4) ibadat

yang item no 2 ngan no 3 tu pandai2 la adjust ikut diri masing2 ye... cthnye, kerjaya ganti la dgn studies bg student... yg belum berumahtangga tu, just consider relationship in general la kan..
guests in the studio were singer noryn aziz [stunning in black]....and actress catriona ross [syahdu dgr suara dia..].

rasa malu dgn diri sendiri bila dgr cerita penghijrahan diorang. like noryn for example... bg aku career dia tgh at peak.. tapi jeopardize duniawi utk berhijrah.

rasa nak menyorok belakang sofa bila ustazah bahiyah tanya azam tahun baru diorang. sgt touched dan menginsafkan.
......
.......
aduh... tak mampu tahan sebak...
...
...

apa azam korang?

the fellowship of everything ;p

2010-12-31T13:00:00.084+08:00

p/s: sorry kd, sorry ma-g... sorry sbb tak berkesempatan nk update pasal fellowship outing sudden death 2 mgu lepas.. ni la akibat suka menangguh.. sampai terlupa. *tepuk dahi*

its the fellowship outing!

[starter : baru sampai dh mengamuk..]

actually plan nye utk celebrate birthday/suprise kan seseorang... ~~you know who you are~~ cik citet kita..
tapi.. memandangkan en driver aka MrHubby sgt la bermuncung2 mulut bila ajak turun kl pd hari hiatus nya iaitu hari ahad... maka, plan bertukar ala sudden death. ampun citet!!

maka, just me, ma-g & kd..with our partners and babies.. without the birthday girl... had dinner on birthdaygirl's birthday eve.

apakah? kelakar pulak bunyinye...

MrHubby multitasking : eating...

...feeding the hungry alya..

...and melayan kami yang sibuk nak bergambar..

jumpe nye kejap je pun. just nak lepas rindu je. chewah. bukan senang nak dapat jumpe mcm ni. mlm tu, masing2 tak boleh nk lepak lama2. cik kd dgn tunangnya KH kena continue hunt for brg2 hantaran..

getting married in march 11

ma-g ngan izudin plak sudah tak berdua... bertiga ngan umar..

happy family

alya pun dh kehabisan minyak. maka balik la kitorang...

eh belum lagi... gambar wajib takde?

mesti ade... the ladies..

all of us except MrHubby yang baik hati ambilkan gambar... kalau passers-by yg ambil, takut gamba tak cantik, katanya...

neway, conclusion of this outing... brief. tak puas sehhh...

takpe, insya-Allah next time kita cukupkan korum k...

love you all.

simple dessert - kek batik

2010-12-31T06:45:00.055+08:00

beberapa minggu lepas, minat memasak dtg balik secara tiba2. blame it on masterchef US.
omg, aku kena masak something hari ni. *terkial2 mcm cacing kepanasan*

memandangkan malas nk keluar malam2 beli barang, maka..bermulalah BW mencari2 resepi2 extravaganza..tapi dgn bahan2 ciput yang ade dalam dapur sekangkang kera aku tu.

voila! terjumpa la resepi dessert yang simple mimple dan yummy di pandangan mata dari blog terataknurkasih..

kek batik je.. [blog title as spoiler].

Bahan-bahannya mudah je...
1 bungkus (350g) biskut marie
Setengah buku butter @ 125g
2 biji telur
1 cwn serbuk koko
1/2 cwn milo
1 cwn air
3/4 tin susu pekat

Cara pun senang dan cepat..
1) Patah2kan biskut dalam periuk
2) Campurkan serbuk koko, milo, air, susu pekat.
3) Dengan api sederhana, kacaukan sampai semua dah larut
4) Masukkan butter, kacau sampai butter cair
5) Kecilkan api, masukkan telur dan kacau sampai agak2 pekat (lbh kurang 30 saat). Padamkan api.
6) Masukkan pula biskut yg dah dipatahkan tadi dan kacaukan sampai semua biskut dh di selaputi coklat
7) Masukkan dlm loyang..tekan2 sket bg padat.simpan dlm peti sejuk sebelum dipotong dan dihidangkan

Lesson learnt... biskut tu aku tersalah bajet. lembik sket jadinya kek batik ku. huhu. tapi lepas seharian dalam fridge, dah jd keras elok.

hasilnye... yummy! thanks to kak as from teratak nurkasih.

p/s : dessert ini tak termasuk dalam dishes yang di review oleh MrHubby sebab hubby tak makan sangat. cuma rasa sikit je. ok.another lesson learnt, hubby tak gemar kek batik.

highlight of the week ;p

2010-12-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

no no bukan pasal malaysia menang 4-2 dgn indonesia utk piala AFF suzuki dgn aksi hebat bergaya dari khairul fahmi yang menghadiahkan diorang usd100,000 dan menghadiahkan rakyat malaysia 1 hari cuti *yay*

highlight of the week is...

minah rempit in the making - NOT!!!

...yang dah tumbuh gigi-ish

...yang dah takmo duduk diam..

kalau dlm tricycle duduk diam..

chop! jeling sat..

saje je ibu nak tayang bling2 kat tudung alya tuuu..;p

uitsss aksi apekah itu? eeewwwwwwww...

ingat alya je ke? ibu pun lepas gian jugak..

tgk sape lg yg lepas gian... my mama...;p

last but not least..peneman setia ibu & alya..

we love you, ayah..

cuti pjg 4 hari ni... taknak bwk kami jenjalan ke? *grin*

after long hiatus..

2010-12-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

salam all!

seriously aku rindu dgn blog sendiri. huhu haha. bukannye lama sgt since last post, tapi beberapa hari lepas sgt menyeksakan utk momblogger mcm aku. internet down kat rumah. fyi, aku share connection with kakak jiran sebelah. router trip masa hujan lebat hari tu. kakak tu plak cuti lama, balik ganu.

kat ofis pulak blogger mcm gelong sket. tak boleh nak create post. dia kuar loading sign, forever. tak bleh nak click pape pun, except the 'X'. ada skali tu ok pulak. habis type,nak publish.. erkkk... mane plak button publish ni... MIA.. aduh..

korang penah alami scenario pelik ni tak?

so, aku dh kembali.weehaa!

jap jap.. need some time to figure out yang mane satu nak update ni... byk yg dh berlaku 3 4 hari ni... hmmm...

and the winner is....

2010-12-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

WHITNEY!!!!!!!!!!!

aku suke sgt whitney menang. dia memang berbakat. fullstop. tapi aku lagi admire kesungguhan dia utk fight. dgn ups and downs, especially part ayam dia jatuh gedebuk atas lantai 11mins sebelum masa habis. uhh, kalau aku la, mau terduduk dan menangis kat situ. haha. drama drama.

she's 22.. bile agaknye die start belajar masak? at 3? aku yg dh 28 ni pun terkapai2. masak telur dadar udang mayonis pun nearly hangus kat bawah. jealousnye ngan dia. and the title ~~dessert~~ pastry princess.. uh ah, i so want that. dia buat cheese cake mcm pejam mata, sebelah tangan je tau. mau tak membara tengok. urs truly ni, oven pun tarak. huhu haha.*alasan. whitney punye cheese cake tak pakai oven pun*

gordon was right, she was so focused throughout the 2 hours. and everything was worth it. hello, masterchef ok. best amatuer [spelling?] cook in US...

mcm mane nk jadi ~~whitney~~ pandai masak?

first baby steps taken since last week. i start seriously exploring cookbook blogs. by seriously, i mean, really read through the recipes, bookmark them, try them. i'm starting my own recipe book. of course, by 'own' i mean self compiled recipes. not yet trusted and talented to create own extravaganza recipe. resepi telur dadar campak2 ciptaan sendiri tak aci la kan..

in one week, i scored..

2 times sedap gile.. or 'tangkap' as hubby express it.
1 time tak payah pegi secret recipe dah..
3 times sedap
2 times OK
a few times thank yous..

not bad right?

p/s : santa, i wish for an oven this christmas..

sakit

2010-12-24T16:51:00.000+08:00

sakit mulut. sakit hati. sakit mata.

sakit mulut.
this is real. suffering from ulcer since a week ago sgt lah real. worse yet, no sign of curing whatsoeva. dh try oral aid, aftamed and finally bonjela. oh not to forget the traditional remedy, margarine [?]. my MIL suggested the latter, maka.. hentam saje la labu. apakah? apa mau buat lagi?? urrghhh!

ok, think positive. Sakit itu penghapus dosa, rite? *astaghfirullah*

eleh farr, 9 centuries of pain pun takkan cukup nak hapuskan dosa2 ko tu...*sigh*

*drafted on 22nd Dec 2010*

sakit hati.
it starts at 830am this morning, where i had to face both my least favourite person at work. AT THE SAME TIME. huhu haha. what a nightmare, hah? it went well at first...organized and official and respectful. i was just listening. and then things become HOT and HOTTER.. where yours truly had no choice but to keep defending... defending again... and again... defending myself and my team.

what is it with others that keep pinpointing at others and continue accusing and talking bad about others. now i have to prove to him that i managed the team well. what about the accusing parties? dont they need to show proves as well? cakap kosong tak main aaaa...

after some time, all three of us managed to slow down [thanks to me for being rational and straight to the point...seriously...]. *sape kata laki tak membebel??* after his closing speech.. when i was about to escape.. He said to me, "dengan kamu saya tak habis lg.." WTH????

there he goes again...this time no blabla, just pap pap pap. point point point. i like his style of conveying the message, but NO, i dont like its content at all. my mind just couldnt think straight for a moment. i did capture some words though..

you. husband. work. unbalance. complain. responsibility. Mr Buncit.RambutPenuhUban.BadMouth.Liar [bukan nama sebenar]. Mr Botak.Buncit.LidahBercabang.KurangAsam. [bukan nama sebenar].

errgghhhh. why are they doing this to me?

*deep breath*think straight*

ok. he finished talking. my turn now. of course, to defend myself.

in short, i went like...

me. husband. line. Shah Alam. knowledge. support. clear responsibility. 3 items.

which i kind of repeat 3 times, so that he wont miss any point. phewwww, that went well, i think.

on my way back to ofc, sempat lg angkat tgn and say some prayers... after all, i'm the teraniaya person kan. doa org teraniaya, akan dimakbulkan Tuhan kan? insya-Allah.

sakit mata.
what do you think? of course, sakit banget mata gue ini kena face both MrBuncits di atas for the rest of the day... even worse for the rest of my working life. God, help me..

cant wait to hug alya.. and ayah alya.... hehe. *gediks*

*****

half an hour to ~~freedom~~ weekends!

PUFFF?

2010-12-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

agak2 la. ingat magik ke ape, main jampi2..

alhamdulillah, perasaan marah/moody dh beransur hilang.. ambil masa sket [read : approx 4 jam ;p], tapi yg penting i'm back to normal. normal tak normal jugak la sbb ulcer kat mulut makin berdenyut2. aduhhh!! smalam pegi klinik, MA tu kasi AFTAMED. a gel kind of yg dia claim the best ubat utk ulcer. adakah the best? aku pun x dpt nk pastikan sbb ubat tu selalu MIA bile nk bubuh.

work is piling, as always. hate the fact that aku sekarang dh makin pelupa. every single thing must really rely on handphone alarm, which i keep snoozing kalau time doesnt allow me to execute that task right at that moment. tapi larat ke nk snooze sampai 10x. geli le, fon asyik vibrate dlm poket. ;p sudahnye, terlupa...

as a countermeasure, tiap2 malam, before tido, tambah satu routine iaitu check all alarm for today and set balik alarm utk tasks not done for tomorrow..

and of course the sequence keeps looping.. [keluar dah programming terms.. ambik ko..;p]

tak senonoh perangai..

p/s : kalau pakai iPhone i tak kisah tau..

kenapa aku rasa marah?

2010-12-17T08:13:00.000+08:00

perlu ke perasaan ni?

kdg2 aku rasa nk lari jauh.. muhasabah diri sorang-sorang utk 2 3 hari.. and then come back dgn mood baru.. boleh ke?

mesti la tak boleh. alya sape nk jaga?

kenapa la takde kwn2 fellowship dekat2 sini.. at least boleh jd teman bercerita.

huh.

huh.

hopefully, by the time aku tekan 'publish post' perasaan ni akan hilang.

PUFFFF!

masterchef

2010-12-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

sape penah tgk masterchef kat starworld?

saye tau liz pernah. sbb her recent entry did mention gordon. [hye liza!]

why i ask? tidak2, takde gossip terhangat atau terhebat psl cite ni atau judge2 nye..

cuma nk bagitau.. i LIKE masterchef soooo much!

soooo much sampai siap set alarm setiap ari khamis 9pm. [sebelum ni 855pm.. ].

sooo much that kalau tetiba terserempak ngn ulangan nye, sanggup ternganga depan tv.. ala2 mcm tak penah tgk episode tu lg.

sooo much sampai lately style serve dinner kt hubby pun dh ter-masterchef. ade ke bubuh nasik dlm plate pakai cawan...supaya jd bulat ala masterchef. ade ke serve ayam panggang atas pinggan yg dilapik ngan salad, pastu hias ngan tomato&timun. ade ke masak sotong sumbat berempah, siap serve ngan lidi..konon2 stylo. ade ke, serve scramble egg ala2 mcm sidedish, konon2 sedap gile. ade ke, sume benda nk finishing dgn taburan hirisan daun bwg. ade ke, ade ke, ade ke fanatik ngn masterchef smpi mcm ni?

aduhhh malu plak terkantoi ngan hubby... 'eh, ni mcm masterchef ni..'.

malu2x malu2x...

p/s ; next time nk ambik gamba & upload kt sini.

sakit kepala..

2010-12-13T16:51:00.000+08:00

...maka update blog la jwbnye... logikkah?

tak suka modify jig. tak suka modify drwg. berpinar2 tgk line berkaler2 dlm autocad. rase nk terkeluar bijik mata. satu part pun belum khatam.. mau termuntah nak habiskan sume 4 part. nasib baik ade small part yg symmetrical. but still kena update revison number.

eh korang paham ke nih?

adoi. baik pegi surau. solat n rehat. pastu balik, peluk2 alya sket. pastu bg handset kat dia...

ape motif bg hset pulak nih? ibu nk berhibur/bergelak ketawa tgk gaya alya bubuh hset kat telinga sambil bebel2 sambil goyang2 kan badan.. konon tgh sakan bergossip la tu. haha. kesian anak ibu jd bhn penghibur bile ibu sakit kepala. kalau ade video, boleh jd bhn tatapan umum. ;p

ok. off to surau menghilangkan pinar mata..

p/s : cik minah meja depan tu tak memberontak lagi pun... maybe dia belum baca blog tak glemer ni... baik lari cepat!!

mode : jakun boleh update blog kat office.

cuba try test

2010-12-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

aik mane aci minah meja depan tu selamba je boleh bukak blogger.com kat ofis.. opps, saye tak skodeng ye. kantoi je bila baca entry kat blog dia via google reader.. '4 minutes ago' terpampang kat situ..

adoi kantoi bukak google reader kat ofis.. ok la tu, at least tak bukak FB k..alasan..

terus jari gatal cube try bukak blogger.. boleh la dohh.. maka, update la trus kan..sbb pekerja yg baik ni jakun yang amat. balik ni kena trus transfer gamba from laptop masuk pendrive. boleh upload esok. byk gamba nk upload, byk cite nk story.. tapi kat umah susah nk cari masa.

ari sabtu gatal kaki berjimba kat ikea.
malam tu sambung jimba kt midvalley ngn geng2 fellowship..
ari ahad gatal tangan masak nasi ayam [setelah lama jd tgn bangku, asyik beli kt luar je].. aduii renyah nye dgn sup n salad n cili n kicap bagai.
sudahnye teramat exhausted. tgk laptop pun berpinar2. tengok tilam mcm memanggil2.

eh type panjang2 ni.. kang nk post adakah berjaya?

kenapa aku rase pelik je ayat2 aku arini.. adakah syndrome jakun atau sbb terlebih bloghop sampai terikut2 cara org lain tulis?

baik try post dulu.. kang missing in action, sape yg merana?

tertanya2.. blog aku ni ade ke masuk list google reader budak2 opis ni? kang kantoi plak.. duduk meja hujung, suka2 hati mengular/mengarut kat PC.. hah, padan muka. sape soh boss suka ati reshuffle seating kat ofis?

boleh tak copypaste kat notepad dulu, baru publish post?

Alya is 1yr & 1day old...

2010-12-05T14:24:00.000+08:00

....ibu&ayah bawak alya celebrate @ 1Utama, Damansara.

....ibu&ayah beli toys & baju utk alya.

....ibu pun dapat 2 pairs of pants.
....ibu nak belikan t-shirt utk ayah, tp ayah tak jumpe yang berkenan. skarang trend modern fit.. ayah x suka.
....ibu&ayah bawak alya pegi kedai canon. ntah ape agaknye diorang nak buat kat situ.

....ooohhhh beli accessories utk 550d ibu rupenye..

aik? ni celebrate besday alya ke besday ibu&ayah ni?? hmmm...

domestic goddess?

i pity him

cant wait!

big girl now!

aduh sayang

seriously?

study week study mode study mood

our bundle of joy is 2!

our annual holiday. last part.

our annual holiday. part2.

good news for all parents out there..

our annual holiday. part1.

father-daughter moment..

indah

wordless wednesday.

i also want to share about..

pls remind me..

wordless monday

salam

29

buat diri sendiri..dan semua parents dan bakal parents...

cacamarba

apa maksudnya?

untitled

Sunway Pyramid Diwali Outing.

workaholic

celoteh

the chosen one

alya ikut muka siapa? *wink* *wink*

ok set!

ke sana lagi kami...kot!

oreo milkshake

i need this...

love

sayang

planning for holiday reminds me of this..

iklan

assignment

the comelest!

tikus

sangat sayang pada...

mission accomplished!

adoi gilak!

wordless thursday... aci tak?

no more weekends

BBW Booksale

24hrs

turning point

alhamdulillah..

again... beritahu atau minta izin? amboi..makin panas..

beritahu atau minta izin?

mari.mengelap.habuk.d.blog.sendiri

betul ke nk raya ni?

test

good news are to be shared...

have i told you....

Al-Fatihah..

wordless wednesday *tiru*

nice chat

cacamarba

since tak boleh bukak twitter kat office, tweet kat blogger je la..

2nd July 2011 @ 830am

happy 29th birthday to dear hubby...

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 09 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days

quick updates again..

Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

quick updates

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 04 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 03 - A picture of you and your friends

Day 02 - The meaning behind your Blog name

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

hidup umpama roda...

one sweet day...

under construction!

alya ikut muka siapa? wink wink

wordless wednesday tiru