you are the best thing that's ever been mine...

  
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Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables

Left a small town and never looked back

I was a flight risk, with the fear of fallin'

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"

As we're lyin' on the couch

The moment, I can see it

Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together

And there's a drawer of my things at your place

You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded

You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay

We got nothin' figured out

When it was hard to take

Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?

You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?

You saw me start to believe for the first time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM

You said everything was slipping right out of our hands

I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known

Then, you took me by surprise

You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.

And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.

I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.

She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?

We're gonna make it now

And I can see it

I can see it now

maniskah?

sape tengok semanis kurma semalam, angkat tgn!!!

aku sendiri pun malu2 nak angkat tgn. baru this week start tgk fully dr awal sampai habis. before this layan starworld je at that time.. masterchef US la katakan. *astaghfirullah*

that's not the point.

point yg aku cuba sampaikan ialah topik dan tetamu nya yg really set me to tears. really.

tutup buku lama, buka buku baru.

biar aku mula dgn 4 aspek penting untuk tanam azam kita...
(1) diri sendiri
(2) kerjaya
(3) rumahtangga
(4) ibadat

yang item no 2 ngan no 3 tu pandai2 la adjust ikut diri masing2 ye... cthnye, kerjaya ganti la dgn studies bg student... yg belum berumahtangga tu, just consider relationship in general la kan..
guests in the studio were singer noryn aziz [stunning in black]....and actress catriona ross [syahdu dgr suara dia..].

rasa malu dgn diri sendiri bila dgr cerita penghijrahan diorang. like noryn for example... bg aku career dia tgh at peak.. tapi jeopardize duniawi utk berhijrah.

rasa nak menyorok belakang sofa bila ustazah bahiyah tanya azam tahun baru diorang. sgt touched dan menginsafkan.
......
.......
aduh... tak mampu tahan sebak...
...
...


apa azam korang?

the fellowship of everything ;p

p/s: sorry kd, sorry ma-g... sorry sbb tak berkesempatan nk update pasal fellowship outing sudden death 2 mgu lepas.. ni la akibat suka menangguh.. sampai terlupa. *tepuk dahi*

its the fellowship outing!

[starter : baru sampai dh mengamuk..]



actually plan nye utk celebrate birthday/suprise kan seseorang... you know who you are cik citet kita..
tapi.. memandangkan en driver aka MrHubby sgt la bermuncung2 mulut bila ajak turun kl pd hari hiatus nya iaitu hari ahad... maka, plan bertukar ala sudden death. ampun citet!!

maka, just me, ma-g & kd..with our partners and babies.. without the birthday girl... had dinner on birthdaygirl's birthday eve.

apakah? kelakar pulak bunyinye...



MrHubby multitasking : eating...



...feeding the hungry alya..

 

...and melayan kami yang sibuk nak bergambar..



jumpe nye kejap je pun. just nak lepas rindu je. chewah. bukan senang nak dapat jumpe mcm ni. mlm tu, masing2 tak boleh nk lepak lama2. cik kd dgn tunangnya KH kena continue hunt for brg2 hantaran..

getting married in march 11

ma-g ngan izudin plak sudah tak berdua... bertiga ngan umar..

happy family

alya pun dh kehabisan minyak. maka balik la kitorang...

eh belum lagi... gambar wajib takde?

mesti ade... the ladies..

all of us except MrHubby yang baik  hati ambilkan gambar... kalau passers-by yg ambil, takut gamba tak cantik, katanya...

neway, conclusion of this outing... brief. tak puas sehhh...

takpe, insya-Allah next time kita cukupkan korum k...

love you all.

simple dessert - kek batik

beberapa minggu lepas, minat memasak dtg balik secara tiba2. blame it on masterchef US.
omg, aku kena masak something hari ni. *terkial2 mcm cacing kepanasan*

memandangkan malas nk keluar malam2 beli barang, maka..bermulalah BW mencari2 resepi2 extravaganza..tapi dgn bahan2 ciput yang ade dalam dapur sekangkang kera aku tu.

voila! terjumpa la resepi dessert yang simple mimple dan yummy di pandangan mata dari blog terataknurkasih..

kek batik je.. [blog title as spoiler].

Bahan-bahannya mudah je...
1 bungkus (350g) biskut marie
Setengah buku butter @ 125g
2 biji telur
1 cwn serbuk koko
1/2 cwn milo
1 cwn air
3/4 tin susu pekat

Cara pun senang dan cepat..
1) Patah2kan biskut  dalam periuk
2) Campurkan serbuk koko, milo, air, susu pekat.
3) Dengan api sederhana, kacaukan sampai semua dah larut
4) Masukkan butter, kacau sampai butter cair
5) Kecilkan api, masukkan telur dan kacau sampai agak2 pekat (lbh kurang 30 saat). Padamkan api.
6) Masukkan pula biskut yg dah dipatahkan tadi dan kacaukan sampai semua biskut dh di selaputi coklat
7) Masukkan dlm loyang..tekan2 sket bg padat.simpan dlm peti sejuk sebelum dipotong dan dihidangkan

Lesson learnt... biskut tu aku tersalah bajet. lembik sket jadinya kek batik ku. huhu. tapi lepas seharian dalam fridge, dah jd keras elok.

hasilnye... yummy! thanks to kak as from teratak nurkasih.

p/s : dessert ini tak termasuk dalam dishes yang di review oleh MrHubby sebab hubby tak makan sangat. cuma rasa sikit je. ok.another lesson learnt, hubby tak gemar kek batik.

highlight of the week ;p

no no bukan pasal malaysia menang 4-2 dgn indonesia utk piala AFF suzuki dgn aksi hebat bergaya dari khairul fahmi yang menghadiahkan diorang usd100,000 dan menghadiahkan rakyat malaysia 1 hari cuti *yay*

highlight of the week is...

minah rempit in the making - NOT!!!

...yang dah tumbuh gigi-ish

...yang dah takmo duduk diam..

kalau dlm tricycle duduk diam..

chop! jeling sat..

saje je ibu nak tayang bling2 kat tudung alya tuuu..;p

uitsss aksi apekah itu? eeewwwwwwww...

ingat alya je ke? ibu pun lepas gian jugak..

tgk sape lg yg lepas gian... my mama...;p

last but not least..peneman setia ibu & alya..

we love you, ayah..

cuti pjg 4 hari ni... taknak bwk kami jenjalan ke? *grin*



after long hiatus..

salam all!

seriously aku rindu dgn blog sendiri. huhu haha. bukannye lama sgt since last post, tapi beberapa hari lepas sgt menyeksakan utk momblogger mcm aku. internet down kat rumah. fyi, aku share connection with kakak jiran sebelah. router trip masa hujan lebat hari tu. kakak tu plak cuti lama, balik ganu.

kat ofis pulak blogger mcm gelong sket. tak boleh nak create post. dia kuar loading sign, forever. tak bleh nak click pape pun, except the 'X'. ada skali tu ok pulak. habis type,nak publish.. erkkk... mane plak button publish ni... MIA.. aduh..

korang penah alami scenario pelik ni tak?

so, aku dh kembali.weehaa!

jap  jap.. need some time to figure out yang mane satu nak update ni... byk yg dh berlaku 3 4 hari ni... hmmm...

and the winner is....

WHITNEY!!!!!!!!!!!

aku suke sgt whitney menang. dia memang berbakat. fullstop. tapi aku lagi admire kesungguhan dia utk fight. dgn ups and downs, especially part ayam dia jatuh gedebuk atas lantai 11mins sebelum masa habis. uhh, kalau aku la, mau terduduk dan menangis kat situ. haha. drama drama.

she's 22.. bile agaknye die start belajar masak? at 3? aku yg dh 28 ni pun terkapai2. masak telur dadar udang mayonis pun nearly hangus kat bawah. jealousnye ngan dia. and the title dessert pastry princess.. uh ah, i so want that. dia buat cheese cake mcm pejam mata, sebelah tangan je tau. mau tak membara tengok. urs truly ni, oven pun tarak. huhu haha.*alasan. whitney punye cheese cake tak pakai oven pun*

gordon was right, she was so focused throughout the 2 hours. and everything was worth it. hello, masterchef ok. best amatuer [spelling?] cook in US...

mcm mane nk jadi whitney pandai masak?

first baby steps taken since last week. i start seriously exploring cookbook blogs. by seriously, i mean, really read through the recipes, bookmark them, try them. i'm starting my own recipe book. of course, by 'own' i mean self compiled recipes. not yet trusted and talented to create own extravaganza recipe. resepi telur dadar campak2 ciptaan sendiri tak aci la kan..

in one week, i scored..

2 times sedap gile.. or 'tangkap' as hubby express it.
1 time tak payah pegi secret recipe dah..
3 times sedap
2 times OK
a few times thank yous..

not bad right?


p/s : santa, i wish for an oven this christmas..

sakit

sakit mulut. sakit hati. sakit mata.

sakit mulut.
this is real. suffering from ulcer since a week ago sgt lah real. worse yet, no sign of curing whatsoeva. dh try oral aid, aftamed and finally bonjela. oh not to forget the traditional remedy, margarine [?]. my MIL suggested the latter, maka.. hentam saje la labu. apakah? apa mau buat lagi?? urrghhh!

ok, think positive. Sakit itu penghapus dosa, rite? *astaghfirullah*

eleh farr, 9 centuries of pain pun takkan cukup nak hapuskan dosa2 ko tu...*sigh*


*drafted on 22nd Dec 2010*


sakit hati.
it starts at 830am this morning, where i had to face both my least favourite person at work. AT THE SAME TIME. huhu haha. what a nightmare, hah? it went well at first...organized and official and respectful. i was just listening. and then things become HOT and HOTTER.. where yours truly had no choice but to keep defending... defending again... and again... defending myself and my team.

what is it with others that keep pinpointing at others and continue accusing and talking bad about others. now i have to prove to him that i managed the team well. what about the accusing parties? dont they need to show proves as well? cakap kosong tak main aaaa...

after some time, all three of us managed to slow down [thanks to me for being rational and straight to the point...seriously...]. *sape kata laki tak membebel??* after his closing speech.. when i was about to escape.. He said to me, "dengan kamu saya tak habis lg.." WTH????

there he goes again...this time no blabla, just pap pap pap. point point point. i like his style of conveying the message, but NO, i dont like its content at all. my mind just couldnt think straight for a moment. i did capture some words though..

you. husband. work. unbalance. complain. responsibility. Mr Buncit.RambutPenuhUban.BadMouth.Liar [bukan nama sebenar]. Mr Botak.Buncit.LidahBercabang.KurangAsam. [bukan nama sebenar].

errgghhhh. why are they doing this to me?

*deep breath*think straight*

ok. he finished talking. my turn now. of course, to defend myself.

in short, i went like...

me. husband. line. Shah Alam. knowledge. support. clear responsibility. 3 items.

which i kind of repeat 3 times, so that he wont miss any point. phewwww, that went well, i think.

on my way back to ofc, sempat lg angkat tgn and say some prayers... after all, i'm the teraniaya person kan. doa org teraniaya, akan dimakbulkan Tuhan kan? insya-Allah.




sakit mata.
what do you think? of course, sakit banget mata gue ini kena face both MrBuncits di atas for the rest of the day... even worse for the rest of my working life. God, help me..




cant wait to hug alya.. and ayah alya.... hehe. *gediks*

*****

half an hour to freedom weekends!

PUFFF?

agak2 la. ingat magik ke ape, main jampi2..

alhamdulillah, perasaan marah/moody dh beransur hilang.. ambil masa sket [read : approx 4 jam ;p], tapi yg penting i'm back to normal. normal tak normal jugak la sbb ulcer kat mulut makin berdenyut2. aduhhh!! smalam pegi klinik, MA tu kasi AFTAMED. a gel kind of yg dia claim the best ubat utk ulcer. adakah the best? aku pun x dpt nk pastikan sbb ubat tu selalu MIA bile nk bubuh.

work is piling, as always. hate the fact that aku sekarang dh makin pelupa. every single thing must really rely on handphone alarm, which i keep snoozing kalau time doesnt allow me to execute that task right at that moment. tapi larat ke nk snooze sampai 10x. geli le, fon asyik vibrate dlm poket. ;p  sudahnye, terlupa...

as a countermeasure, tiap2 malam, before tido, tambah satu routine iaitu check all alarm for today and set balik alarm utk tasks not done for tomorrow..

and of course the sequence keeps looping.. [keluar dah programming terms.. ambik ko..;p]

tak senonoh perangai..


p/s : kalau pakai iPhone i tak kisah tau..

kenapa aku rasa marah?

perlu ke perasaan ni?

kdg2 aku rasa nk lari jauh.. muhasabah diri sorang-sorang utk 2 3 hari.. and then come back dgn mood baru.. boleh ke?

mesti la tak boleh. alya sape nk jaga?

kenapa la takde kwn2 fellowship dekat2 sini.. at least boleh jd teman bercerita.

huh.

huh.

hopefully, by the time aku tekan 'publish post' perasaan ni akan hilang.

PUFFFF!

masterchef

sape penah tgk masterchef kat starworld?

saye tau liz pernah. sbb her recent entry did mention gordon. [hye liza!]

why i ask? tidak2, takde gossip terhangat atau terhebat psl cite ni atau judge2 nye..

cuma nk bagitau.. i LIKE masterchef soooo much!

soooo much sampai siap set alarm setiap ari khamis 9pm. [sebelum ni 855pm.. ].

sooo much that kalau tetiba terserempak ngn ulangan nye, sanggup ternganga depan tv.. ala2 mcm tak penah tgk episode tu lg.

sooo much sampai lately style serve dinner kt hubby pun dh ter-masterchef. ade ke bubuh nasik dlm plate pakai cawan...supaya jd bulat ala masterchef. ade ke serve ayam panggang atas pinggan yg dilapik ngan salad, pastu hias ngan tomato&timun. ade ke masak sotong sumbat berempah, siap serve ngan lidi..konon2 stylo. ade ke, serve scramble egg ala2 mcm sidedish, konon2 sedap gile. ade ke, sume benda nk finishing dgn taburan hirisan daun bwg. ade ke, ade ke, ade ke fanatik ngn masterchef smpi mcm ni?

aduhhh malu plak terkantoi ngan hubby... 'eh, ni mcm masterchef ni..'.

malu2x malu2x...

p/s ; next time nk ambik gamba & upload kt sini.

sakit kepala..

...maka update blog la jwbnye... logikkah?

tak suka modify jig. tak suka modify drwg. berpinar2 tgk line berkaler2 dlm autocad. rase nk terkeluar bijik mata. satu part pun belum khatam.. mau termuntah nak habiskan sume 4 part. nasib baik ade small part yg symmetrical. but still kena update revison number.

eh korang paham ke nih?

adoi. baik pegi surau. solat n rehat. pastu balik, peluk2 alya sket. pastu bg handset kat dia...

ape motif bg hset pulak nih? ibu nk berhibur/bergelak ketawa tgk gaya alya bubuh hset kat telinga sambil bebel2 sambil goyang2 kan badan.. konon tgh sakan bergossip la tu. haha. kesian anak ibu jd bhn penghibur bile ibu sakit kepala. kalau ade video, boleh jd bhn tatapan umum. ;p

ok. off to surau menghilangkan pinar mata..

p/s : cik minah meja depan tu tak memberontak lagi pun... maybe dia belum baca blog tak glemer ni... baik lari cepat!!

mode : jakun boleh update blog kat office.

cuba try test

aik mane aci minah meja depan tu selamba je boleh bukak blogger.com kat ofis.. opps, saye tak skodeng ye. kantoi je bila baca entry kat blog dia via google reader.. '4 minutes ago' terpampang kat situ..

adoi kantoi bukak google reader kat ofis.. ok la tu, at least tak bukak FB k..alasan..

terus jari gatal cube try bukak blogger.. boleh la dohh.. maka, update la trus kan..sbb pekerja yg baik ni jakun yang amat. balik ni kena trus transfer gamba from laptop masuk pendrive. boleh upload esok. byk gamba nk upload, byk cite nk story.. tapi kat umah susah nk cari masa.

ari sabtu gatal kaki berjimba kat ikea.
malam tu sambung jimba kt midvalley ngn geng2 fellowship..
ari ahad gatal tangan masak nasi ayam [setelah lama jd tgn bangku, asyik beli kt luar je].. aduii renyah nye dgn sup n salad n cili n kicap bagai.
sudahnye teramat exhausted. tgk laptop pun berpinar2. tengok tilam mcm memanggil2.

eh type panjang2 ni.. kang nk post adakah berjaya?

kenapa aku rase pelik je ayat2 aku arini.. adakah syndrome jakun atau sbb terlebih bloghop sampai terikut2 cara org lain tulis?

baik try post dulu.. kang missing in action, sape yg merana?

tertanya2.. blog aku ni ade ke masuk list google reader budak2 opis ni? kang kantoi plak.. duduk meja hujung, suka2 hati mengular/mengarut kat PC.. hah, padan muka. sape soh boss suka ati reshuffle seating kat ofis?

boleh tak copypaste kat notepad dulu, baru publish post?

Alya is 1yr & 1day old...

....ibu&ayah bawak alya celebrate @ 1Utama, Damansara.

....ibu&ayah beli toys & baju utk alya.

....ibu pun dapat 2 pairs of pants.
....ibu nak belikan t-shirt utk ayah, tp ayah tak jumpe yang berkenan. skarang trend modern fit.. ayah x suka.
....ibu&ayah bawak alya pegi kedai canon. ntah ape agaknye diorang nak buat kat situ.

....ooohhhh beli accessories utk 550d ibu rupenye..

aik? ni celebrate besday alya ke besday ibu&ayah ni?? hmmm...

alya is 1!

cepat rasanye masa berlalu. alya dh setahun. meaning? dh setahun aku jadi ibu. bg aku, bukan keje mudah utk jadi ibu yang baik.. byk dugaan dan cabaran.. especially bila ibu kena constantly sacrifice her own sweet time untuk layan kerenah anak kecil ni. masa awal2 dulu terasa sangat..

motivasi aku? simple je... bila ade bibit2 tension dlm diri, aku selalu pikir.. alya depends 100% on me&razi. dia tak reti jaga diri sendiri lagi..

alhamdulillah.. rasa tu makin lama makin kurang..until skarang, i just feel love..love and love unconditionally.

selepas setahun.. aku realize.. keadaan dh bertukar ke sebaliknya..aku perlukan alya lebih dari alya perlukan aku.. dia bukan lagi penyebab tension, tapi penawar..

she's a big girl now. walaupun alya belum ada gigi, ibu tak kisah.. sbb ibu tetap cair bile tengok alya senyum..

walaupun alya belum boleh jalan sendiri, ibu tak kisah.. ibu akan terus pimpin alya practice jalan..

ibu suka alya pandai babai, pandai flying kiss... tepuk tangan takyah cakap la..
ibu suka alya faham bila ibu kata NO.

ibu terharu bila alya dh boleh sebut IBU.
bile ibu panggil nama AlyaZahra, alya malu2..
pandai cyg ibu ni sebut NAH, bile nk sesuatu....

ibu loves you sooo much... more than you can even imagine...
Happy First Birthday Alya sayang..
Semoga alya membesar jadi insan yang solehah dan berguna.
Mwahhhsss1000x!!

p/s : Nanti dah besar, pls jgn tanye ibu kenapa tak buat party utk 1st birthday alya k... sbb ibu takde jawapannye syg..;p